I miss the pain of your beard as you rubbed against my face. I miss your red skin. I miss the smell of your neck. I miss your stinky feet. I miss your thick hair. I miss your eyes. I miss your raspy voice. I didn't think I would miss you this much. I miss you saying, "good-morning sunshine!" as I woke. I miss your smile and crooked teeth that accompanied it. I miss every. little. thing. Why did you leave? I want you back. I want to tell you everything. I am older and I want to ask you questions I didn't think to ask before. Your death makes me feel like I wasn't good enough for you. I want to hug you. Let's go crazy one more time. Please. Months before you died I bought a pair of socks, they said "daddy's girl" I wanted you to see them. I thought you would. You played wolf… I didn't think you were going to die this time. I miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you. Why did this happen? Please come back daddy. I really miss you. I love you. please.