A mask with a face that no one knew But you I let you see me Be with me ***** and scared I lie awake now Your selfish words still robbing me How? And now you say that I am guilty But I shared with you my reality Everything I knew about myself at that time But after time You began slipping Tripping Falling into the cracks of your own mask So I gotta ask Was it the pressure of your own fears that broke you? Because I was nothing but kind to you There for you When the rest of the world refused to be And now that we are nothing but strangers *were nothing but strangers Somehow your walls = my mask? Your fears for my innocence? I should no longer have to suffer From your hesitance
Being cheated is the worst ain't it? It truly is so invasive and it robs you of everything you gave to that person. In my case....it was everything.
Oh so bitterly cold today been out, but soon came home nothing to do but lay under the bed covers try to keep warm No dought I'll fall to sleep In hope to dream of Helen she'll keep me warm I feel so old now, I fear winter so much more not even started to get really cold yet Still, snow and Ice to come sometimes makes wonder how many more winter do have left to live through Will I make the coming summer, what If we get a really cold winter followed lousy summer will I cope with that disappointment last summer was exceptional And my poor wife never saw It through she died In the cold of winter so much more difficult to live through winter without Helen with me
Love of my life who died In the middle of winter that winter was followed by the best summer In she should have had that last summer life so cruel, at least we both could have one last summer together before she left me
Give me back my dreams If you've stolen them, return the memories so cherished I will not be robbed of that of all, that's left now of my wife Don't rob me of Helen give her back to me my lord It's I who need her more give her a little more time before you call her number I beg you God
A poem really written the time I first lost Helen felt so much anger as If she was stolen from I wanted her back I wasn't giving up
"Oh" Helen If could love you again I'd hold you so tight and never let go, for fear of losing you again For when you passed on, you should have died In arms for that's where our life together began For staff on the Hospital ward we're trying to be kind thinking they were sparing the pain of you passing But they didn't undetstand my need to be there, as always I'd been In life, robbed my chance to be there and Helen to die in my arms.
Hospital didn't stand my need to be there 3 days and night I tended Helen every need never leaving her side then not to be there when she needed me to be
For the first time when I saw you You were gossiping and giggling with your friends which I assumed them to be Second I saw you being pinched in your naval by one of our classmates After a year or so we had a good bond When I saw you smooching that very guy It felt a little bad , but still hadn't an issue Days went then weeks and months That giggle, your behavior had changed a bit We had exchanged our cell no's Had been talking late night You're the one who gifted me something for the first time in a long We had started altering our schedules with each other's priorities It went for few months when I decided to break the ice between our friendship-***-love I proposed you on the day of our board exam You didn't replied for days ,just to say BK I do love you BUT...... And that was it . At least from your side You never called again nor did I Friends made fun of mine when I cried Just cause I'm a boy and boys don't cry
It's been 2 years now I still go through our conversations, Your pictures and every moment I could remember ..... Just to remind myself that how cheated I'd been Never to fall in that situation again Weather it was my "pious love" or " you attracting beauty that lead me to have a infatuation towards you"