Every night,
Tears fill my eyes.
I don’t want to fight
And I can’t continue these lies!

My mind goes numb
And the damage is done.
I lift the gun
Then I see the sun.

A Simple moment yes a ripple on time
Ample, omnipotent and I'm out of my mind
Symbol like a trojan horse I'm one of the kind
Thimble full of potion watch as I fly
Commotion causing kamikaze
Caustic cancer causing ******
Only hobbies piling bodies
In the lobby from the shotty
I dont care to be the villain
Long as stack them millions
To the ceiling I'm concield in
Hiding out in private villas
Everything I write is killer
Got a pen with venom filler
It eats a whole through all my paper
Exposes targets to the ether
Either way watch them decay
You cant play with razor blade
I was brought up raising cain
Take a rock and bash your brains

the sun she hides,
cease the birdsong call
the leaves frozen, frail
fall.

the darkness long,
quiet river weeps
silence but scurry, settle
sleep.

lay still to rest,
flaxen unfold
dying carefully, cautious
cold.

i just wanted everything to be still,
but when you came it was really big dill.
you gave me a chill, a really big thrill;
nothing i could express,
because i was mentally ill.