If your mind is full
with an abundance of **** plant some good thought seeds
My professor always liked the poems
that said I was full of ****. I could always make someone laugh, when I confirmed it. And for half a decade I’ve been knee deep, afraid to walk away, engaged in the parts of me that won’t allow you to stay. I’ve become much more humble. I’m better at admitting I’m wrong. have developed a sense of humor, enough to turn this into a song. As it prevents me from gathering energy, creating exits within a labyrinth of fallibility, I wonder at the irony of my own: still attached, though three days have gone.
Yes I DID just get philosophical about ****.
gags as lifts shoe
full aroma of hidden present
Dogs have habits, you bet they do.
They run and play, then eat and poo. They Sleep all day, zoom, zoom all night. They bark and bark, at something in sight. They wait at the window or wait by the door. To say hello to their people with eyes we adore. Let's go for walk, they seem to be saying. Really, oh really, that's my kind of playing! They love without boundaries, they give the same way. They are really true family and never, never betray. Without them we are lost, so much that it hurts. Pay attention to their habits, life with them, JUST WORKS. Brian Hill - 2019#42
It wasn't the best birthday,
Not that 39 is exciting anyway, But I wasn't quite prepared For what my brain threw my way today What is even the point? In turning 39? Next year Clare and I are going to Ethiopia - to sneakily go back in time ;) 38 was old enough But still not quite that bad 39 is a lot more daunting For there are no more "30's" to be had But a few days ago I met a friend Who just turned 70 last week What was even more shocking - she is still much fitter than me! Her grandson is now 17 I once taught him to bake cakes Back when I shared her house Duncan was at primary school for goodness sake! I don't know if Clare feels the same About this weird age to become Or whether as some say its just a number My 70yr old friends are forever young I have so much admiration for Clare With her determination to succeed, She does make me feel younger Although turning 39 is still **** - it must be agreed :/ But I was determined to make the best Of the last year beginning with "3" Although I dramatically failed Got dressed, panicked, then ate grapes until tea... I did let down Teresa I admire her so much too We were supposed to eat cake And how I miss our conversations about poo.. But here I still am Dressed for both Africa and the North Pole Required a walking pole to get to the pub With snow turned to ice - it wouldn't be pretty to fall... But I finished my day with a whisky A wee dram to still being 30 something A single malt Aberlour came to my rescue To compliment the huge amount of Diazepam I shall try again tomorrow Looking forward to seeing Carryn again So I officially cancelled my birthday And tomorrow I will try again But my goodness how Im so grateful To some very special friends Here in Aberdeen, Mary and Glyn are those friends My brain tortures me frequently And today we had so many plans They all went down the toilet Quite literally (!) but gladly from the right end.. So generous are my adopted family I can never be grateful enough For putting up with my panic Understanding my brain says its "had enough" It might have been a ****** birthday But I don't know where i'd have been If it were not for Glyn and Mary And their endless compassion and understanding. To all my friends - sorry for being "weird", and I really do appreciate all your kindness with all my heart.. ❤️
Well - it kind of says it all really :/ Wrote this as I come to the end of a difficult birthday which I shall attempt again tomorrow! But also to show my deep appreciation for such good friends.
Pigeons in a tree
All resting on one tree branch Pooing on a car
Been to work today with my Dean cleaning up a big drive and saw three pigeons in a tree and the neighbour next door wasn't please as they been pooing on his car , it did make me smile but I did feel for the owner of the car too **
I had constipation,
I took a laxative, I could not sleep, I tossed and turned, Wife gave me sleeping pill. You guess what happened.
It drains down my pants,
Issues without a warning, My diarrhoea.