The first time I saw you
I knew you were the one
There was no question in my mind
After having that much fun

There's just something about you
That I've never found before
And now that we're good friends,
I found myself wanting more

I never thought it's possible
To care for someone so much
But every day that pass
I long to feel your touch

To look into your eyes
Would make my day complete
'Coz everytime you look at me
My heart just skips a beat

Everything I wished for
And every dream I hope would come true
I never thought would happen
Until the day that I met you

Although it hurts to know
That you don' t feel the same as me
Hopefully one day you'll realize
One day you'll wake up and see.

You like Queen more than anyone I’ve ever met
I broke my own heart
And now Freddie Mercury sings me to sleep each night

I can’t let you go
Even though I never had you to start with
I’ll trick myself into thinking you could possibly love me

You’ve got blonde hairs in your car but they’re not mine
Her dye job looks better than my genetics ever did
You replaced me with someone better
I am the before photo and she is the after
She plays me better than I ever could

My hand hurts.
My fingers are going numb.
I guess its time
time to let you go
But will you please
Please choose to stay

its the sudden denseness in the air ; erratic change of breathing ; the struck of dizziness ; vigilance pumping through your veins ; wholesome fear toppling onto you as it hushes you to be utterly still, do not make a sound. Avoid his heavy gaze meeting yours, avoid it. Do not stare back at heartbreak.

Walking in with high hopes
I knew that I’d fall
A cushioned landing waited below

Skin shreds with every reach, pull, and hang
Fingers bleed and sweaty palms
Slide and scrape against the rocks
The climb left me before I left the wall

With numbness in my hands and my toes,
But mostly my cheeks disfigured by nails
Pinning up a spastic smile
You had no belayer obligation
No rope tied on
My harness to your grip
A concrete landing waited below.

I'm just some tragedy
Who absentmindedly
Thinks of what could be
When truthfully
You probably want nothing
To do with me
Its just my fantasy
To dream of what cannot be
Cause darling you don't love me
So pardon me
If i take my leave
And let you continue living happily