I always feel sentimental when it rains,
So, on sad days like this I leave the house without an umbrella.

With my headphones in,
listening to our favourite songs,
I walk past your old house.
Or the cheap restaurant we always went to.
Just so I can let my heart feel close to you again.
I must be so pathetic.

but when the rain stops
You will exist only as another memory.
So, I embrace the droplets on my skin,
Even if I do catch a cold.

On sad days like this I cannot help but wonder
if it’s raining where you are,
if you think of me.

So, until the next time it rains, we walk our own paths.

like water
I poured myself into her until she was overflowing at the brim

like reinforced steel
I bridged my heart to hers and welded myself to her soul

like the sun
I filled myself with light to cover her darkness

like a blanket
I shielded her from the harsh world underneath the covers

like magnets
I orbited her aura until we inevitably collided

like a seed
I felt myself growing up from her

Then, like an idiot
I could tell she felt nothing.

I love the rain
you know that
it's about to pour down will you think of me?
When the smell of rain hits your nose,
will you remember that
that is my favorite smell?
When your shoe hits puddles
will you see my face in the reflection of the water?
I hope you think of me

I’m waiting for you to respond
And I am not skilled at being patient
When you reply I want to give you the cold shoulder
I want you to know that I am upset
That your silence was felt
And how it was agony for me

My hand hurts.
My fingers are going numb.
I guess its time
time to let you go
But will you please
Please choose to stay