My older eyes
have been searching lately
through the crowds of people tearing up
My city
I understand
protesting
Hell...
I have protested a bit myself
I understand...
pushing hard
personally
I hate to be ignored
I myself have experienced
quite a bit of
prejudice myself
most of my life
And before anyone pops off
and tries to tell. me thats its different
and trivializes
my experiences
Consider this...
I identify as a an old (60)
Fat (long before it was trendy)
Gay (came out same year as AIDS)
My whole life has centered around
alternative lifestyles
that have not r will or ethical
I have never been able to blend
keep any kind of filter on my opinions
nor conform to authorities
just because...
All that being said...
you should also know
That I am loyal to a fault
and a fixer, maker, creator...
My belief system
is simple
I believe in Good and Bad
and Right and Wrong
occasionally, it becomes necessary
to cross over to the Bad and Wrong side
but as soon as possible return
to where you belong
I believe we are all born
knowing the difference
and how a person handles that
defines them
I have spent most of my life
helping those
who were considered "less than"
by the powers that be
my first real epiphany in life
taught me that fear
was the greatest motivating factor
in most peoples bad behaviour
my second one taught me
that manners , wit, persistence and patience
could head off 95% of those behaviours
my third was a difficult one
it made me quit using the wrongs done to me
as excuses for milking a situation
instead of processing thro them
When I gave birth
I knew innately
that my child was my one chance
to build a person as I believed they should be
That last thing I was going to do
was install "untruths"
pertaining to our behaviors
or perceived inherent rights
You see, moving so much taught me
that facts can change
but truth is always the same
Yet, perspective is everything
Now as I was saying
my old eyes
have been searchin the crowds...
And listening to the storylines
Unfortunately...
the majority are near misses
right ideas
wrong techniques
For instance...
how does one bring about
equality and inclusion
by separating and blaming
I understand the anger
remember Gay bashing
was (is) a daily danger
yes Black lives matter
but so do all the others
I love my hometown Portland
a beautiful diverse conglomeration
of geeks, tweeks and freaks
with a sprinkling of weirdos ,wackos
and tightly wound wikinuts
add to that a high tolerance
for the" to each his own"
school of thought
Micro beers and green ****
have fueled grand discussions
and deep conspiracy theories
but we haven"t decided yet
So if you have the wear with all
to riot violently and demand attention
why is it that when you finally do
have the worlds attention
why do you not make your point?
And clean up after your selves!
you trashed my home town
and scared the locals into submission
just to say nothing ,
walk away undramatically
and leave my home trashed in your wake
I've thought long and hard
and watched in the wings
for the golden hour to emerge
and have concluded this:
The time is right
The issues are right
The places are right
the leaders have yet to fully develop
it not enough
to see the problems
we must be able to visualize the solutions
and put down the need to be right
while picking up the need to do right
Take the descriptive language
out of the for front
quit insisting we revisit old wounds
let them heal
All lives matter...period
Also make the rules
we are expected to abide be universal
in no ones world should it be ok
to **** some one because they don"t stop
when you tell them to and if you do **** someone
expect to pay dearly for it,
Just like when we were kids...
just because you can beat someone
doesn"t make you right
it makes you a bully
And finally one last item..
equalize leadership ideals!
Money does not make a hero
courage to stand up for rights does
Re-think our priorities... please!
Quit instilling $$$$ as a value or ethic
it is merely a vehicle in which we travel
the actual destination is the goal
(ps)-( hint) it's much less fun alone
Keep in mind ... your manners
will get you further
than your mouth ever will
but what we need to be thinking about is when the dust settles and we arrived at our destination
will we like the place and people that are here too?
One last epiphany to mention
remember the pendulum
once things are stirred up and more easily rearranged
clean up the mess and set things down in a place that allows them to become common place.
because really our ultimate goal is to become a non-issue
Only when the issues are not even brought up
will it be successful
he"s not a gay man across the street
he just a man
only when we become willing
to be bland and "just another"
will we approach balance
and ultimate nirvana
Just an old gals personal opinion after a lifetime of fighting the good fight
