I’ll fall.
My tarnished ideals,
Heavy on my heart
And filled to the brim
With intoxicating…
Lust?
It sweeps through my veins.
Leaving me wrecked,
Lost in dreams
The kisses of memory
A hazy shimmering world.
Heart pounding.
Beating.
Thrumming.
I’ll lose myself in the mists.
Emerging, filled with fire.

Joint..
high intoxicating.
free ..
smooth. rich..
makes me silly. gets me giggly.
dannnng
I crave yah..
Your mental mind addicting..
You be my Joint..
                                          Yesterday..
                                         I tried to make it through the whole day.
                                              I couldn't breath dannng just no way.
Exhale
I wanna like the air you exhale in.
I see you fulfilling my lungs with curiosity.
Mmm.. I wanna inhale you so deeply.
                                                              Air
                                             Should I grasp for you and your not
                                              there.
                                             It's like reaching and there's no air.
                                             Don't be a imaginary glow.
                                            Your the musical thang igniting my flow.
                          High!
           Did I tell you just how high.
           My temps get in your absence.. I am weak.
           And my thoughts oh you they seek.
           You are my indulging high.
                                                                                              Crave!
                                                                                      Future crave.
                                                            All the days.. danng I crave.
                                                                          I bathe in all you be.
                                                       Sheer divinity incense smoked.
                                                        The many ways You fulfill me.
                                                                      I crave all that you be.
Puff Puff.
heated high.. I wanna stroke your ego.
I want to keep you stuffed in the twinkle of my eye.
I want to pucker up lips ready I won't lie.
Idea's live the positive things we will grow.
Every event every season is a reason.
To bath in your good stuff.
Danng baby puff puff.
H.I.M MY JOINT!
by selinasharday S.AM TM 2018

we have lost our sobriety
drunk off each other.  
i taste it when we kiss,
cancer dripping from your lips;
the poison consuming me.
i love the taste of you.
hopelessly, endlessly.
it is intoxicating,
each time your tongue touches mine,
i crave more.
slowly slipping, confusion settling in.
i am a stranger to myself.
lines blurred between lust and infatuation.
i can no longer tell the difference.
this is effortlessly painful,
and you have come to destroy me.

we call it love
our lips merge together in promises
steady heartbeats long lost
laying there hand in hand
keep mine if you want

You're light and bubbly, intoxicating.
I drink you in,
and it goes straight to my head.
Inhaling your breath
I'm higher than
the mountains I would climb to
get my fix of you.
Your side of the bed hasn't even cooled
and I need more of you,
just one more kiss,
one more minute.
Just. One. More.