I borrowed the book you have been yearning to read, for you, on your birthday. I never returned it in the end, just to give it to you, that you may read it forever.

I bet you have been wanting to hear the lines of that famous book being said to you out loud, by the person you love.

Little did you know that everything in that same book, are the ones which I wanted to read out and say to you.

"Keep your friends close,
and your enemies closer,"
Is what they say.

But nothing hurts more than
Keeping the ones you love close,
But the one you couldn't love, closer.

I saw you left me,
In front of me,
Let my eyes wet,
Let my hair blows in the wind,
Let my lips balmed with the tears
Let my heart bleed.
Alone,
You left me, that day.
I still remember you said, "I'll be missing you everyday, everytime, and every beat of my heart."
But now,
Just tell me how to cry when you were gone.
Just tell me how to calm when I miss you like crazy
Just tell me the reason you already planned,
Why you did everything to me if in the end you will leave me?

I'm reaching out to you
Can you hear my call?
Can you hear that my heart screams?
Do you feel called?
This strange days I've been through without you,
Can you feel me like I feel you?
I miss you like this, crazy.

Just tell me the night when you decided to move out,
To somewhere further,
And all you did to me was calm me down not to cry,
Not to hate you, and punch you up.
And over the roads we passed that night, your fingers never be separated from me.
I miss that.

I really wanna feel you beside me.
Treat me like a best friend, sister, and a mother.
You always try to make yourself idiot when I'm upset.
We hate the same things, but always, I wanted you first.
I really need those gold old days comes back.
Is like kaleidoscope of memories.
The never ending story.
The unknown story for two strange mates.

What a truly farewell.
Sorry,
I'm crying.

Dear, B.

- dlx

So it's late
Time for bed but I can't sleep
Instead I'm up writing these poems meant for thee
Poems you'll probably never get the chance to read
So I mine as well burn these words
Just to watch them float away in the simple breeze
Because you and I will never be
We're just friends...
But I guess that's the tease

"I love you, baby"
He sincerely say to her.
"Thank you", she replied.

I love my best friend
If I told her,
Our talks would come to an end
She doesn't know
But she can pretend
"I love you"
A text I cannot send

I am in a place that is full of all the other lost lovers.
A place with only one hope, the hope of finally being loved back.

I like you, its no more than that
Its not like Im obsessed
Ive just fallen in like
Like of you and everything you do

Here I am again
Just a friend
I don’t know how to escape my mind
Im going deaf
From the thoughts of you
In my head

I wont escape
I cant escape
Ill never escape

Ill wait here for you
until the sky isn’t blue
until I fade from you
until my eyes confuse
everyone else from you
Ill be here til' the end
or atleast until I change my mind again

I don’t think its too much to ask
if you’ll raise your glass
to us
all of us
in the zone
filled with “just friends" and our bones
to pick
with them
the ones who threw us in here
til’ the end