I took my glasses off, because crying always clouds them
And I'd rather see you blurry and raw
than blurry with glass between us.
I thought I would look much
cooler
more collected
more mature
more together
If I stood, arms crossed, glasses
planted firmly
Don't cry
Don't cry
But I still ran after
your car, when you turned
out of my sight
And made you stop for one last
Kiss
Hug
Cry
When you were behind the wheel
In my sights for the last time
as someone I was allowed
to touch
to feel
to be
I turned my back,
lit my cigarette,
Like in the movies;
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
And I started walking
to the sound of your car
walking the other way.
When you finally have to stop being intimate with your ex, and it feels like you're breaking up all over again. I experienced this tonight, for the second time in my life. I'm going to be okay.