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loveinquandary Jun 2017
They say when love comes, it comes like a storm.
It'll sweep you off your feet, unexpectedly carrying you 300,000 feet into the sky. They say love makes you alive. But what they didn't tell you is that after being 300,000 feet high up in the sky, when you fall, it's the end. You're finished. You're dead. You'll be nothing but an empty soul, numb to all the feelings the world has ever known. So what actually is love when it is unrequited?
-Eyes like the sunset, you left me once again.
I don't want to love you
But my heart doesn't understand

I can't have you
The love we once had is gone

When I look in your eyes I almost feel it but then you turn it off without a second thought

I however cannot turn off my emotions or my love

And I hate myself for the weight of my love

And I hate myself for being jealous over what's probably nothing

You're not mine
I cannot get jealous

I need to find someone who loves me but I just can't seem to find anyone but you that I can love

My heart is stupid
My mind is screaming
But I'll still turn up in your bed
Still dream of another life
One where maybe
All my dreams come true.
Over thinking making me jealous. I hate that person and I hate that I do. They just frustrate me. And I wish I didn't always love you so much.
  Jan 2017 loveinquandary
mk
it's raining and
the sky is cracking and
the clouds are growling and
all i can hear
with my ill ear
are the gentle drops of rain

the rain has broken
all the telephone wires
there is static when i try
to reach out to you
the internet died
sometime last night
and there's no way i can
speak to you

the cable was taken away and
the lights are flickering and
my phone short-circuted and
my laptop overheated and

i'm disconnected

i'm thinking back
to our last few days
and thinking of
the words i never heard
the words you never heard
when the calls dropped and
the line went numb
did you ever even hear me
when i whispered
"stay"

and i wonder now
maybe that was the problem all along
maybe we were always on the verge
of making our always into forever
and maybe our love just got stuck in

bad connection.
loveinquandary Nov 2016
It will hurt.
When you fall for someone and every single time,it never works out.
All that you did,it was all for nothing.
The spark that was ignited when you first met them,lit you ablaze and destroyed you.
You stopped trying.
You let the misery consume you.
You inhale sadness and exhale anger.
Everything you did,you regretted.
You wished you weren't alive.

But darling,this life is never worth it.
It will disappoint you.
It will break you.
But know that Allah,the Creator of the heavens and the earth,is always there.
When your sadness darkens your sky,the stars are there to guide you.
When the world breaks your heart,He is there to mend it.
He is always there.
Do not worry,dear self.
You got Him.
He will never leave you.
He will shower His mercy onto you like rain.
And you will bloom,just like a flower.
  Nov 2016 loveinquandary
curlygirl
the hardest
part of
letting someone
you love
go is
making yourself
stay away
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