remind me,
why did i start

to let it go
      let me go
           let myself go
then
embrace with strength
no matter how old

you here
she smiles
you leave
she silences-
wants to see you fly
not shattered in the sky

Sorry,
I love myself more.

i see the ugly
  i  see the dark
     i see the monster in our heart
a hero
   is the one
still clenches hope
still expects love

I don’t like grow old
But I do like grow UP

at a certain age
    one day becomes an hour
at a certain age
    one day becomes a moment
at a certain age
    one day becomes a flash
at a certain age
    one day becomes Hope

The worst pain
is the part you cannot see

one day
if I cannot recognize myself
that will be the time-
I shall hate myself

have to stand still
have to run to the finish
have to blur the lines
have to bow my head
Can I-
just lie in bed
and swing in my fantasy?
even not till the end

I never give up HOPE
just HOPE abandons me sometimes

RED is my color
         red is blood
red is passion
         red is motherland
red is scar
         red is heart
red is love

people smile back at you when you smile
but we always alone when we cry

why you don't understand me?
we all have our own stories
time past
nobody listens
probably it would be the best-
to fly in my SOLO dimension

where is your heart
            where is your home
                        where is your love

we see what we see
we know what we know
but
the world is not flat
it's round

nobody knows about me
just like I never know about you

be her
be him
be you
why not be me

i hear my heart is shattered
piece by piece
slice by slice
-again

so many emotions
so fewer words
make me speechless
make me talk
keep distance
or
regretless to fall
that is a question-
not mine
it's yours

Everybody wants to be You
but you are not anybody else

i have been persuaded
kneeled down
beg to end-
hide-and-seek game
will you-
yes,
You

i am afraid one step forward
i am afraid to lose myself
drown
and-
lose it all

people say we eager for similarity
but
no puzzle ever be the same
the distinction makes us-
complete
or
insane

Tears trenched paper
Wind thrilled through the ear
Raindrops permeated sand
The road led to the end
Darkness crushed the trail
Shadow reflected the pain
Baby boys
Baby girls
Standstill
Standstill
We are on the way

i thought something is coming back
no lies
in your eyes
oh babe
i am in love again -
the rock hit the water
never coming back -
oh babe
i should not bring my heart next time

It's a joke
For you
It's an upward arc
For me
It's a scar -
not deep enough
But just see the blood

Dark clouds,
heavy rain.
A word-
called-
waiting.

The heart is made of water
Before was a river
Now is a Dead Sea

There are four seasons in my heart
I hope to meet you in Spring-
We can see how the mountains become green
I hope to meet you in Summer-
We shall see how the tides turn grey
I hope to meet you Fall-
We will see how the wind blows gold
I hope to meet you in Winter-
We could see how our eyes hide fire
I hope to meet you in -
Future

Sometimes-
I am just too afraid to grow up
So I lie at the window
And count the stars