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 Dec 2015 Sumina Thapaliya
danny
i'm not sorry because it's not my fault
i'm not sorry because you stopped being my sunrise
when i stopped having a reason to get out of bed
i'm not sorry i ended up back in the passenger seat of a car that used to stop my breathing when i saw it in the street
And then these convalescent, brooding,
days come tumbling one over the other
in silent succession,
talking to me in familiar gestures—
now the municipal garbage gatherer
emptying the bin of yesterday’s waste,
then the unsmiling milk vending dame
carrying light her kettle and measure,
the newspaper boy flinging the day's fare
with the same precision over the gate,
the twin-jingle of his bicycle bell
vanishing round the corner of the street...

I keep reciting the lines again and again
as though learning by heart
the jingle of an old nursery rhyme…
Ding, ****, bell,
*****’s in the well!
Ding, ****, bell…
Tilt the bottle up to my lips darling,'
After the first one I can't help myself
Funny when I have those little talks inside my head!
Funny when my heart is talking to my head!
I can feel the chill in that talk with little pain twisting my heart!
"Can't you feel me!" ....
                     "Fate has another plans!"
"Can't I tell her how and what I Feel!"
                      "Are you crazy?"
"What the harm in doing so?"
                     "Are you welling to have another Slap!"
"It is better than burning inside!"
                     "It is better than being a joke! of something call love!"
" I can't live anymore in my own cell!"
                      "I know you won't tolerate another fall!"
"Why we do exist then?"
                      "To have those Little Talks:)"
"I won't talk to you"
                      "You have no one else dear Heart!"
"I hate you!"
                      "Welcome on board, I hate a lot of things in my world!"
"Why can't you talk!"
                       " I don't have someone to have those........
                                                Little Talks!"
I hope I'm not crazy!
.

Ya say ya love me (?)

Yeah yeah sure

Hey I'm glad ta hear it

Makes my day really ta hear it

)(

Say well really I gotta go

Now

What was your name again !

Yeah right

That's it !

Say we'll get together

soon

And consumate your love

Yeah yeah

Sure

Sure I'm glad ta know  




.
At birth,
a bullet forged,
stamped with
your name.

Life comprised
of how long
you dodge
that bullet.

Ultimately,
Death's boney finger
pulls the trigger
and fires the
bullet of time
that never misses.

  ~mce
Like a melody penetrating your soul...
Like a water stream cleaning your burdens...
Purifying your spirit from Rainy days...
Let you cry like a child, longing to sleep peacefully...
Like a flute of its own rhythm...
I didn't tell her that!.....
                                         But....
I kept hearing her voice!...
Trying to heal myself and unable to give her the credit...
                                I might be afraid! Afraid of...
Losing the privilege I gave myself without permission...
Not hearing her voice anymore...
                                         I'm sorry.......
                                It is not the voice only!
It is everything in her, even the face... even eyes have their own touch...
                                      Her Voice was the....
                                             Trigger!
When you write about someone and she doesn't know!
That really has another flavor, which can't be understood in words or even can be defined by human terms!
I can smell the fragrance of the sun while beaming on my face.
So heavenly and refreshing.
An aroma I never smelled before,
It made me smile and blush.
Hiding behind the clouds, so coy.
The sun peeked and smiled on me.
 Dec 2015 Sumina Thapaliya
Amber
The day I stopped loving you
I stopped loving the world.
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