Tonight i want to be love like in the films, like I read on Instagram. But who could I ever ask that?
I always pushed love away and even if  I succeed to get the best lover ever I always **** their feeling and mine.
At the time that I am actually ready to share there is no more perfect lover in front of me to receive them as they should be received : with butterfly in the stomach and hapiness in the smile.

Maybe I just always ruined everything. I just don't beleive I am enough to love.

I am going free..!
You wanna come?

Today I was angry, impossible to control my emotions and the only thing I have in my mind is let's fall in love.
But am I even ready for it, would I ever be ready for strong emotions?
Last time I let them inside they nearly killed me that I had to learn how to fake.

I can't tell him I miss him
I can't tell him I am worried
I can't tell him all the thingsin my mind because I am afraid.
I am afraid to fall, afraid to loose everything I have since I decide that no emotion is the best way.

the first time I ever saw you
I knew
I knew,
I could like you for a long time
and that your face would always be engraved
in my mind,
in my heart.

perhaps, I wasted too many time.
perhaps, I am a little too late.
but I never forget the first time I ever saw you.
I knew,
I knew.

I am not afraid to target the moon.
More I try better chance I have to get to the stars.
Even if it takes time I beleive in it, again and again.
Keep trying