Sometimes I'm able to break through the walls of my mind
And my fingers can just phase through the barriers
And for a fraction of a second
I am real again.
But then that moment is over,
And I am back to being caged inside my mind;
A prison I will never be able to escape.

I am trapped inside a world I don't understand
Forced to see through glazed eyes,
Forced to hear through muffled ears,
Forced to walk in a body that isn't my own.

My thoughts are no longer private.
Maybe they were once upon a time,
But that was long ago
And now I can't think freely
Because everyone can hear me.

I'm inside of a prison made of glass
Being watched
And mocked
At all times.
(I can't stop them.)

I'm a lone star in a never ending galaxy of stars.
My existence has no meaning
And meaning has no existence.

My senses have been stripped from me.
I live in a blur.
I'm confined.
I live in a blur.
I'm stuck in a cage.
I live in a blur.
I'm trapped inside a world I don't understand.

And no one is watching me,
But I'm still in a prison made of glass.
And no one can hear my thoughts,
But I still restrict them.
And I am a real human being,
But I still can't feel as so.
(I can't make it stop.)

(Please make it stop.)

Is this love?
Trying to pull each other in a wreckage,
Giving up,
Giving in,
Laying there,
Ready to die!

Is this love?
Allowing ourselves to be tossed around in this tornado,
Breaking up,
Making up,
Waking up,
Caught up!

Is this love?
Our hearts linked together by a single thread,
Lying,
Crying,
Fighting,
Not even trying!

Is this love?
Laying in our bed of broken promises and dreams,
Sad,
Hurt,
Crushed,
Lonely!