So alone
so lost in this world of longing.
I can't breathe- oh how heavy my chest is,
how heavy my burden.
How can I shed my cloak?
Flee these tormenting shadows?
He was all I had.
He was my hope.
We built our dreams,
we built our future.
He knew my limits
and he threw it all away.

Shadows,
they are whats become of me-
fading from the sunlight,
melting into memory.

The secrets you hold
you hold so dear
are eating you
from the inside

You cannot bear
to tell the truth
so bear the pain
you brought unto you

little do you know
i know the truth
and the truth pains you
and still my lips stay pursed

She is as alone
as a tree in a rain forest.

I am as alone
as a cactus flower in a desert.

She is different
because of her friends.

I am different
because I am myself.

Old memories
but time to
make some more.
Hesitant to move on,
because the Future
makes no guarantee.
Happy memories
to linger on
but the Future
is persistent
so we move on.

Happy valentines day
my love,
although you're far away
I'll send this to you by dove.

I miss you
and I can't wait to see your face
I hope you miss me too
how our meeting day comes with such slow pace.

Happy Valentines Day
my love,
and I just have to say
too bad I don't own a dove.

Here I sit alone and lonely
But I'd rather be by far
Most folks I'd like to push off a cliff
Inside a burning car
To ahead and judge me
But do it from over there
Because I'm half past give a ****
And frankly I dont care
You can think I'm crazy
I'm probly mostly insane
It comes from living the life I've lived
Filled with heartbreak, sorrow, and pain
My mother always told me
Don't play with fire you'll get burned
But I guess I was so stupid
It took years of scars to learn