In the beginning
I had my doubts
About you
About me
About life
You dragged me threw the mud
You diddent mean to...
You hurt me
I hurt myself...
We where a mess I diddent want to clean up
I diddent want to clean up myself



But things changed



And now
We have grown
I love you
I love myself
I love life
I got some help
You helped me
Its been years
And I'm finally at peace

I need water,
I need shelter,
I need warmth,
And I need food.
But all these things
Don't mean a thing
If I can not have you.

Alone, a word that echoes
in the empty abyss of my heart.
Reverberating in my soul
And bouncing in the emptyness of my skull
Where my mind should be
But I lost it
When I lost you
And a abyss formed in your absence.
A abyss that gets bigger with each day.
Makeing the echoing more prominent
Louder each time I think it.
alone
          Alone
ALone
            ALONe
ALONE

Alone fills the abyss
And the abyss will consume me
So by the end of the day
Alone is all I'll be.

I can feel your eyes peirceing mine.
Reading my face like a book,
leaned in so close,
I try to study yours as well.

But I can not read you!
With us sitting here alone,
your face so close to mine.
Fighting the urge to kiss you
overwhelms my mind.

You get painfully close...
Inches away from me.
Speaking softly of things
to make my heart melt.
My stomach is in knots
as you look away.
Leaveing me brethless
without a signal touch.

The future lay next to me
Softly drifting to sleep
My future
Your future
Our future to keep

You should never abstain from love for the fear of getting hurt. You should seek out the one who takes evrey part of you into their heart. One whom you can gaze upon and know in the deepest parts of your soul that  If your time together where to end, They are worth the risk.
There will be pain, but there will be no regrets. There will be sadness, but you will have the joy of a thousand memories. there might be tears, but they will dry knowing the privilege of experiencing and sharing love with that person was worth it.