All that matters is that im trying?
As long as im giving effort?
As long as it's on my mind?!
Trying is pointless!
If you never achieve anything
You will allways be stuck trying.

I tried to speak up
I tried to tell you
I tried to hold your hand
I tried to hug you
I tried to make you happy
I tried to say i love you
I tried to write a poem
I tried to kiss you
I tried to try harder.....
I tried....
And the worst is that you will never know how much iv tried
Because trying is all iv ever done.

If i could write a song
I would create melodies
and rhythms that would take your breath away.

If i could write a song
I would take words unspoken
and place them with a tune to try and tell you how i feel

If i could write a song
I would take your breath away
the way that you take mine and tell you how i feel the way i wish i could.

If i could write a song
You would never hear it, the fear of disappointing you would make me shake to much to preform it....

If i could....

If i could write a short story it would be about the wonders of you and me.

If i could write a novel it would be about all the moments we have shared.

If i could write a poem i would tell you all the things i feel.

But i find that all of these things
Are two beautiful to describe.

So i will keep them in my heart
For the days when i could use a smile.

Stay true to you and thats all i ask.
Let your hart and ambitions gide your way and never look back. Do not let the way i feel get in the way of bigger more important things. Tho i trust you would tell me if i where a burden.
I want nothing more than for your soul and your life to feel compleat. You can change anything whichever way you choose. Go where want, speak your mind, love your self and others.
I may not allways be exspexting change but it will never change the way i feel. Tho i may love you, my love will not bind you.You are free to go if you pleas tho i wish for you to stay.
I want you to be all you wish to be, I want you to be happy and I want you to be you...... because that all my heart desires.