"Envision yourself working in your own office."
"Envision yourself writing prescriptions for your patients."
"Envision yourself receiving a huge amount of money."
"Envision yours-"
She stopped mid-sentence and looked at me.
"I want you to dream high, my dear."
"Mom, I want to become a writer."
"No, being a doctor is better."
"But mom, I want to study literature, I want to publish b-"
"I said no."
Mom,
I know you wanted to become a doctor way back then
but mom,
I have my own dreams too.
I can't imagine myself working inside hospitals
I can't imagine myself writing prescriptions
I can't imagine myself receiving a huge amount of money
but mom,
I can imagine myself working inside my own office,
I can imagine myself writing stories and not prescriptions
I can imagine myself starting with a small amount of money
but most of all,
I can imagine myself smiling despite these.
You told me to dream high,
and I'm sorry because
Mom, I failed.
I told myself not to dream high,
I told myself to dream deep.
I told myself to dream deep
and plant my dream in the deepest part of my heart
and make it grow -
that even my heart can attest that my dream was all I ever wanted.
My dream grew deeper
And the roots grew stronger
and I can tell,
Mom, I failed to dream high.