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SAM Jul 2014
Buzz, buzz, buzz
The fly says as it circulates
Around the congested classroom
The sound of pencil to paper
As art is created on the
Corners of failed labs and late assignments
Breathe in the soft pink flakes
Of your neighbors easer
That tickles your nose
And makes you cough
Hear the tapping of a pen
At the edge of a desk
As you silently beg for the teacher
To notice and cease it
Feet shuffle and bags are grabbed
In anticipation of the
Bell

s.a.m.
SAM Aug 2014
have you ever meet someone
that you just knew was out of your league?
you fantasize scenarios in which
for some unknown reason
you and person fall in love
yet you always have that
huge feeling of knowing that it
will never happen.
when I'm with you
that is how I feel
what am compared to you?
I am a stone and you are a diamond
I am a silver and you are gold
I may be uncommon but you are rare
and now my mind is running wild
again thinking about you
and me
mere delusions
that state one true fact
if we were ever something
I would question how
could you love someone
like me when
you can do so much
better
I am not new or special or shiny
I am used and common and *****
I am no different than
the common person on the street
so why me?
SAM Jan 2017
Deep down, 50 feet underwater
down, down
in the depths of the water did your brother drown

And did you cry for him? did you mourn his loss?
watching your momma take a needle to arm if only to forget

Knowing that she lays on her back to pay the bills
son, where is your father?

Your tears became scars, your hurt became claws

And there you are tearing my apart, ripped at the seams
places I can't be touched, they can't see

I didnt mean to let you in,
I didn't know better

Too young to understand,
looks too grown for her own good

Oh dear boy you have a beast in your heart

Ripped my skin apart, but have no evidence to prove it
beyond it all, you had already won

You didnt need to **** me, and you didnt
you didnt need to touch me, oh but you did

Oh, you have a beast in your heart
poor boy, a beast in your heart
SAM Aug 2014
people think that
i've spent the majority of my life
building up walls to protect
myself,
but they are wrong.
these walls i build are for you,
to protect the precious memories
that you have of me.
the ones of dandelion wishes
and summer breezes
laughter at night
and childhood stories.
because
i don't want to break your heart,
i don't want to cause you pain,
i don't want you to see
the shattered, broken girl
that i am.
SAM May 2016
you look at me waiting to hear the next word
what do you want me to say?
my tongue is a bridge between truth and lies,
each word delicately placed but still at the edge of falling.
eyes shoot down only to look back up again.
moons dance in your eyes and I can't seem to touch them.
heat is pressed against me, insects crawl on my skin.
you huff
what? I say as my head snaps up
you look at me again,
moons are morphing into constellations
and I can't see you.
your tongue is sharp as it cuts me from left to right.
so sharp that I don't notice the pain
not until I see the trickle of blood flow across my pale skin,
I am the canvas you painted.
I am covered in rust, like an old car left outside for too long
forgotten as these years.
I need to wash myself
don't leave you say, with your hand reaching out,
you touch my arm and I holler in pain
a burn mark where you touched me so softly.
I look up, there are no longer stars gleaming, sparkling against the night sky but black voids in your eyes.
I need to leave
my hand grazes the golden door ****
the gold is soaking into my skin.
please, save me you say
sounding so smooth, so rehearsed.
I don't look back as the door behind me shuts
my eyes are open but suddenly I see.
SAM Jan 2017
"Describe me"
"Describe me", he says.
He practically whispers it in my ear, spider legs crawl along my spine.
Brown hair, not very dark, but not light either. Cut short, so short the feeling of small spikes, buzzed.
Skin, pale. A living color yet light enough to see through when searched for.
Eyes are hazel, closer to brown. I wonder if they have ever cried since back then? Not black orbs that are too dark for any light, but neither light enough to see something shoking behind them. Muddied, an aray of colors, which color is true?
Nose is standard but used to smelling blood I bet, like a shark.
Lips pursed into a thin, pink line. Do you ever smile or only wear that mischeivous and knowing smirk?
Body and limbs, strong and long, fidgeting at your sides.
Hands, so cold but burn everything you touch. Your hands can heal as much as they bruise. Put a comforting touch on a wounded knee, then reach  a little higher.
Higher and higher, hands are never satisfied, always hungry, always wanting more. Touching things that they are not allowed to touch.
Breath burns my skin.
I exhale and speak.
SAM Aug 2014
Boys kiss boys
And girls kiss girls
And boys and girls kiss

Get over it.
SAM May 2016
I look at her, waiting for her to say something.
her voice is a sound I crave, loving it when she screams.
I loved her tongue, which used to belong to me, it tasted like
red candy apples, the ones you get at a carnival.
the cinnamon would claw at the back of my throat, but I didn't care
I couldn't get enough.
your eyes are light, almost too light, blindingly so
where mine are dark, like the other side of the moon.
and how ironic is it that the universe would have us collide?
I huff
what? she says.
I notice her eyes are starting to lose their color
pale blue fading to grey, the color of a corpse.
I speak
leaving your body covered in marks.
I didn't mean to cut you, to make you bleed, to cause you pain
but I have a bad habit of destroying things are are not mine.
now your covered in red clay, I've painted you copper.
she speaks
don't leave I say, my hand extending forward
I burn her, but didn't mean to
the monster in my heart did that, not me
she screams from the touch
I should feel remorse but how can I when her scream sounds so lovely?
I can't bring myself to explain
she turns away, but I don't want her to go
please, save me I plead
She doesn't turn to face me again but I know
her eyes are white now, purer than the color of bone.
she leaves anyway
leaving me alone with her fading presence still lingering in the room,
enough to form a memory to bind her to.
she's might be gone but in my mind, she is there
with the others,
treasures I keep close.
I place her wings in my trophy case.
SAM Sep 2014
She was a dancer
And I a writer  
Born of the same day
But different hours
Barely friends
But almost lovers
Destined to be connected
But never together
For I am winter
And she is summer
SAM Jul 2014
Hands intertwine
Souls become one
Hearts beat together
You are my sun

Touches become teases
And lips come to pray
I am the night
And you are my day

I give myself to you
Now and past the end
Our love is something
They cannot transcend

So hold on as we fight
For you I always will
Past my dying day
Our promise I will fulfill

And though we are young
And only at the start
A day will not pass
That you are not in my heart

s.a.m.
SAM Sep 2014
Teeth
They are strange little things
Always biting
Leaving their crescent, jagged mark
Everywhere
Tough bone, made to last
They say a smile on your face
Is the most beautiful accessory
A person can have
But no perfect smiles are without
Teeth
SAM Aug 2014
i have never loved
only lusted
but by god
the day i love
is the day my soul
catches on fire
SAM Jul 2014
He is not a
Little man
With red skin
Horns and a sharp tail
He is beautiful
An angel
And
He used to be God's
Favorite

s.a.m.
SAM Jul 2016
If you are loved by a writer, I do not believe that you will ever really die
For you live in every work they have ever written, poetry in their minds that they share with the minds of others.
Your breath is on each pen stroke, your image on each letter.
Your scent captured by the yellowing pages and soul can be found in the corners of each paper.
Your love recorded and felt by many, touching people who you have never met.
And even when you die, and the heart of your beloved writer stops beating, you live on in the words they have written.
You become immortal.
SAM Jul 2014
Truth
Everyone seeks it
Yet people scarcely
Use it
It is manipulated
Distorted
Tainted
By the world we
Call
Home

s.a.m.
SAM Sep 2014
People ask,
Have you ever loved a man?
I answer no.
But a man sure loved me.
He started to love me when I was young enough to still believe in
Santa.
He loved me being at that age when I
believed that the moon followed me in a car.
The age of scented markers and training bras.
He loved me in the way a rat loved it's poison, or a prisoner their torture.
Wrongly.
And every so often
He showed me how much he loved me.
Behind locked doors with fiery, demanding hands.
Causing me to remember that I was asthmatic.
And when his skin burned me, I felt cold.
So when people ask,
Have you ever loved a man?
I answer no.
But a man sure loved me.
SAM Jul 2014
Like a dandelion follows
A summer breeze
I would've followed you

Your words echoed
And voice so soothing
If only you knew

s.a.m.
SAM Sep 2014
you loved me
when i was too broken
to even love myself.
nights when i was scared to go
home because of the demons
in the walls.
you loved me
even when i blew up your phone
at 3 am with late night calls
mixed with tears and self-hate.
and you never hung up once.
you loved me
even when i had lost everything
i was naked, and alone with nothing else
but myself,
a sad, broken, little monster
invisible to most except you
but still you loved me.
so here i am
still broken, but beautifully
stitched together by your
delicate hand
asking if you will
let me
love you.
SAM Jul 2014
Young lovers
chaste kisses
adoring eyes
love's sweet illness

Blind minds
open arms
inviting lips
lust's charm

Whispers in the dark
eyes lids shut
sweet nothings swim
within your gut

Skin to skin
as two become one
pressing closer together
their bodies they plumb

And when the night is over
and the day is anew
she'll wake up and smile
and think of you

s.a.m.

— The End —