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She was born
Some time in spring
On the year I graduated
I was still in school
When my parents split

My brother
Was off "playing solider"
As my dad would say
Doing things the army way
He didn't know
Until he got home
That my mom had left
She took me with

My mother
Made me keep
Our move a secret
I wanted to tell dad so bad
Wanted to warn him
Of the misfortune ahead
I didn't even want to leave
I was caught in the middle
of everything

My father
Tried to make things right
But my mom wouldn't have it
I was all alone in a new town
No friends
I felt as if I were stranded
Or cut off from everyone I loved

Then she came
Some time in spring
She stole my heart
Almost instantly
Something so pure
Was hope to me
A new baby kitten

I named her Azrael
After the angel of death
And she was an angel to me
Not long after, my aunt died
And she was all I had

Then The time came
To come back to my dad
I left my mom behind
My dad didn't like Azzie
But let her stay

I would love her
Brush her and sing to her
And she followed me
Everywhere I went
We were so close
Me and my angel

She grew Ill over time
Became so thin
And was losing hair
Living in a basement
Began to take its toll

My father told me
To take her outside
And find her a home
I couldn't keep her anymore

But the fresh air
Healed her
But she still has to go
I never want to part
With my angel
For, she never left me
When I cried for my aunt
She never left me
When I felt regret
She was all I had
After I'd lost everything
Now, to keep her,
I'd give anything
 Nov 2015 Ryuu Bloodsplatter
Flo
I try to push myself every day
To be the person that I want to be
Sometimes things get in my way
But don't you see
Every time I fail
I just have to continue on another day
Push yourself to be the person that you want to be, to achieve what you want to achieve. Don't give up. Tomorrow is a new day, a new chance...
Innocence
It's nothing but illusion
Betrayal
Is all I've ever known
The pain subsides
Yet is ever-changing as the tide
It pulses and it dies down

Destruction
Is the product of these two hands
Loneliness
Is what always happens in the end
Nothing Alive
To stay and abide
The disappointment seems so unreal

Numb
From the trials I face
Bitter
From the illusions I make
Never would I feel again
Never would I let you in
To protect myself
From the same fate
Relived once more
I'm alone
Lost in a world
Surrounded by presence
Yet I feel this absence
Thirsting for a home
Craving acceptance
Will there ever be a day
When my life isn't
Tormented
All I want
All I need
Is a foundation
Some security
Maybe then I will finally
be set free
Of my iniquities
Someday I will be
Nothing but a memory
Just a story to be told
An old picture to behold

Those who remember me
Will keep my presence alive
Tortured by me, who's
Nothing but a memory

I know it's irrelevant
But I cannot bare the thought
Of being the cause of their pain
My memory will bring nothing but
Heartache

I would rather dissolve
Waste away
As the hands of time
Drift me away

I would rather pass on
Than weigh the hearts of those I love
Don't let me become a memory

Be happy
Cherish your life, in peace
What's gone is gone
And in time, you'll move on
Although the pain clings in desperation
It will someday release it's hold
Even if the rain is bitter and cold
The sun will shine again

Please don't let me be
Just another memory
 Oct 2015 Ryuu Bloodsplatter
Bri
"You are afraid of the darkness that dwells inside you, but what if I told you that darkness fears you too."
Falling
  
Falling

Down

There's
No hope
for us now

Just how
The fire

Dies

Down

No, there's no hope
for you
now

You can't be
Safe now

Saved now

Somehow
You've fallen
Again

That's all
You've ever done
Now Look
At what you've
Become

Say
Good night

So long

Lights
out

...
Life goes on
Even when you don't want it to
But only the strong
Will make it through okay
Shining brighter than before

Even as they still live
Day to day
To mask the pain
To forget the tears of yesterday

Life goes on
Even as the world may fall
Only those with courage
Come out standing tall
One body
One mind
Two sets of hearts
Intertwined
Don't let me lose
This love of mine

Broken hearts
Shattered dreams
None of it
Means much to me
Now with you, I finally believe
This love of mine

We walk in sync
Side by side
Forever with your hand
In mine
I do believe this is for life
So don't disturb
This love of mine
I'm given only one choice
To destroy
To protect
the blood on my hands marks
the only option I have left

Still my heart that is
Beating
In my chest
Beats, beats
Beats until the day
It will finally rest

I can not stop
I can't give in
Until everyone feels
All the pain they've put me in

And once I've left
My dying breath
Will shake you to the core
Just so torment
Can keep you
And claw at your empty soul

Just like mine
Once did
Before
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