Lost in the crowd as i wander
What is it that I am forced to surrender
Its not that I did not fight
I even saw the sun so bright
But now again the clouds are dark
All through my way its raining hard
My umbrella blown by winds so strong
In search of shelter, I think what I did wrong
Today I feel devoid of strength
On my optimistic nature it has put a dent
Though all my attempts went in vain
But I promise to stand up on my feet again.

I missed you today when i wished to have a moment of unadulterated joy
Every sign of being lost and blank i wished to destroy
I often smile with the thought of you
On all my worries it imposes a curfew

I missed you today when i enjoyed
That joy would have been doubled with you by my side
Your thought is inevitable, i fail to avoid
Without you my life seems to be void

I missed you today, as i picked up the phone
As there is no one i wait for in the internet zone
I wished to hear you scold me loud
Even it was somewhere between the crowd

I missed you today when i wished to share
As irrespective of my stupidities i know you would be there
Restless mind did tire me from within
Even the bright light around seemed to be dim.

I missed you today with all my heart
i wish we weren’t this far apart..

Words can never describe how beautiful u have been
Beauty within and not just that can b seen
Like angel u descended in my life
Calling u mine is a matter of pride
U r Embedded in my prayers now
I wish for your smile on every bow
Extremely special u have been all these years
Losing u is one of my biggest fears
With u I feel isolated from worldly worries
The feeling is Heavenly like being in fairy stories
In every trouble, I think of u
U calm me down when i stew
Your pacifying presence soothes the hustle around
N brings a smile to me when i frown
What shall i do to make this day memorable
Something out of d world to sound it like a fable
Deep within is an uncommunicated yearning to see u euphoric
I wish there’s buffet of choicest wishes for u to pick
I hope this day brings u a fortune
N for u life plays your favorite tune..

I just don’t wish this day to end
that left me smiling every second
Her magical touch infused a life in the lifeless
Its like being reborn from ashes
Her soothing voice did melt the pain away
and there seemed to be no reason for dismay
Her glittering eyes lit up the darkest night
as if from darkest tunnel to the brightest star, i took the flight
The aura of her angelic presence
Added to life the sweetest essence
The horror phase of nightmares now seem to end
& crying all night doesn’t seem to be in trend
The demons I faced are still the same
There was nothing she could do to change the game
But the magical way she held me tight
got me all the energy to continue the fight
Its the way she infused within me, a life
That made me wish to come out alive

As I see the moments pass
I wish nothing but for them to last
A moment more of laughter
and the naughty looks thereafter
A moment more of pretentious fight
Accepting the defeat with pride
A moment more of comforting silence
Understanding through a single glance
A moment more of admiration
Awestruck on your every creation
A moment more of some real talk
Easy access to key for all my locks
A moment more of refreshing smile
Mending my heart, Oh so fragile
A moment more, a moment more..
Wishing there was some more in store
Time slipping out like a wild wave
Washing away the sand castle that i did lay
I crush a little inside
Wishing i could stop the tide
But holding memories close to my heart
Smallest one right from the start
Watching you walk towards your dream
My contentment reached to a level extreme..

If u wish to really know me
Don’t listen to the words I speak
Instead listen to my heart beat
Or look into my eyes and carefully read
For words can’t express
True feelings they often supress
Under the veil of hypocrisy
And much appreciated diplomacy.

If u wish to really know me
Walk along a mile and yourself see
For the world has been judgmental
N no one had d time to untangle
The calmness behind d restlessness
The sanity behind the madness

But you are too busy to stop by
And too sweet to deny
So go ahead judge me again
Even m too tired to explain
But if you wish to really know me
It wont take much time if you carefully see

With every word written, I love you more
My concern for you i just cant ignore
The type of my love i cannot define
With time, by itself it did refine
The reason behind is still unknown
Like a wildflower it has grown
Beautifying the gardens of my thoughts
Undoing all the painful knots
Friend, Sister, Guide, Philosopher
Of every relation you are the mixture
Those twinkling eyes hold the key
Through them when i just see me
I feel so proud,
in the crowd
I feel that i too do stand out
No words can ever define
What solace in you I find
You are the one i look upon
when everything around seems so wrong
The magical hug you shower on me
Liberates me of every worry
Wounds for which there isn’t a cure
With you, Happily i endure.

I wish to keep your smile intact
All your worries i would distract
I’ll be the thorn to protect you my Rose
& tear down the evil if at all it comes close
I’ll help you bloom forever in paradise
& happily pay for all its price.

I watched her sleeping and i just smiled
Her index finger covered her eye
The serene face got me peace
I wish the time could freeze
Lost in peace i could not leave
It might be too sweet to believe
My life support system she is
With her around me, life’s a bliss
Waking her up was difficult
Din’t want her to be out of a beautiful dream
That might be a completely unproductive moment
But the necessity to leave made me torment
I don’t know what strength that moment instilled in me
Its something super natural with high intensity
That image in my mind will always remain
In my worst moments it keeps me sane
When my mind is on a drain
Even her invisible presence help me sustain
I wish i could shower her with life’s every pleasure
And get her happiness beyond measure

I watched her sleeping and i just smiled
Her index finger covered her eye
The serene face got me peace
I wish the time could freeze
Lost in peace i could not leave
It might be too sweet to believe
My life support system she is
With her around me, life’s a bliss
Waking her up was difficult
Din’t want her to be out of a beautiful dream
That might be a completely unproductive moment
But the necessity to leave made me torment
I don’t know what strength that moment instilled in me
Its something super natural with high intensity
That image in my mind will always remain
In my worst moments it keeps me sane
When my mind is on a drain
Even her invisible presence help me sustain
I wish i could shower her with life’s every pleasure
And get her happiness beyond measure