never-ending sleepless nights,
blinded by streetlights that shine too bright,
crazed by crossroads that will never meet again,
lost in a city with no end

have i gone mad or have i always been insane?
i'm not sure what to think these days,
crack my skull open just to see what's inside,
i am scared of being alive

is this the dark side or the light?
i can't tell anything tonight,
my hopeless heart tells me it's fine,
but i know it's all a lie

it seems that all these city lights
were meant to guide me home
but once they finally lose their life
i am sitting here all alone

every night i'm all alone
i wonder where things went wrong
i hate every part of myself now
and i thought you couldn't do any harm

but before i can think
of loving you
i need to learn
to love me, too