Sometimes I wish I could tell someone everything, but I just couldn't.

I don't have goals,
I usually go with the flow
And see where it goes.

Rain and fire.
They drive each other insane.

Black and white.
They're face to face.

Venus and Mars.
They can't look eye to eye.

Being different stars.
They wouldn't have it any other way.

all i can feel is regret
realized how much i wasted you back then
i just want to forget
everything but i'm not sure if i can

too late for that young love
but too fast for you to move on

i feel sorry for you
for not giving you the chance to have me
for not letting you love me the way you want it to be
for tearing you apart
and for breaking your heart

just found myself reading
back to our small talks
back when you were still feeling something
for me but you just suddenly walked

away, i remember your promise
that you will not have anyone until we graduate
but there really are things that matter
okay, you don't make it anyway

too late for confessions
too early for fear of rejection

i feel sorry for everything
for not giving it a try
for not saying to you what i have to
before things were ******* up
but it's too late now
now, i'm the one who's tearing apart
and breaking my own heart

it takes everything in me
to have some courage to speak to you
but you're not giving interest anymore
think my efforts are wasted

so i better know where to stand
and just accpet things the way it should be
but it hurts that i still care even if
you're not doing the same thing

I know we're done
I've seen this coming
Those ties binding our heart
Break all of a sudden
I've watched as we started building walls
Made with shame and guilt
I am there when our world shift into a different axis
A world without me and you
I've noticed how our everything turns to nothing
Those cold treatments
Those eyes that seemed to focus on anything but me
And those smiles I wished I was the reason
I know its the end of our story
But I don't want a trajic ending
I'm still hoping one day you'll come back
And together we'll break these borders

I'm panting
But still wanting
You're suffocating
Yet it's intoxicating
Whenever your near
I tend to break down
A sudden burst of adrenaline
Can't keep me on the ground
I want to scream
I want to fly
I want to do everything to try
But you found me
You looked at me directly in the eye
Like I'm the only good thing left on earth
There's no talking
Yet our hearts seemed to comprehend
What we wanted to say
Our hands start touching
You held me like a fragile material
So excited yet so afraid I might break
And then you smile
And you say those words I really wanted to hear
And I can't say a thing
Cause you leave me breathless

It's a constant battle,
In my heart and head.

Give him a chance
Don't fall for his trance.

It's just a dance,
I'd rather be in France.

But look how ravishing he looks in his suit and pants,
I wouldn't even give him a second glance.

They say listen to your heart,
But you have to be smart
Or you're fall apart,
Having to repeat from the start.