I love you
not because
you're good looking

I love you
not because
you're caring

I love you
not because
you dote on me

I love you
not because
your smiles are sweet

I love you
not in lust
of your crevice
or orifice
or skin

I love you
because
without you
I feel

incomplete within.

Pondering if I can be forgiven and free
Knowing I deserve to be drowned in the sea
Searching for something to assuage the pain
Hoping out of this something beautiful I gain.

Mistrusting of people around me everywhere
People only curse; not love, not care
Bewildered why I must go through life alone
With paralyzing silence and no friend to phone.

Yearning to break free of my destructive addictions
Rebuking Satan's false and furtive jurisdictions
I embrace the crucifixion and fall to my knee
Beholding my King who died to set me free.

Then kneeling at the cross, the sky breaks with dawn
My tears and my pain are surprisingly gone
As the Son bursts forth in glorious light
Obliterating the dark and malevolent night.

Her ways of breaking hearts, telling lies through her tongue
Her eyes shining like the north star, always there to deceive

Her ways never leave you happy neither her words
They always sting

She leaves
- hearts broken, and moves on like you weren't in the chapter
She becomes what you thought would be your future

She leaves - leaves dark clouds hanging over people's heads

Dear God,
I'm not asking for a miracle.
But I sure wouldn't mind one, either.
Yours sincerely,
*A Soul in Despair

Whatever happens
Always remember that
This heart of mine is only for you

I may keep quiet for long
To give that serenity you need
I may stop moving towards you
To give you more space
I may seem numb for a while
To give you that freedom

I may not look at you this time
I may not listen to your song
I may not dance with you on the floor

But please always remember...

I am just here in one corner
Waiting for you to pass
It's enough for me to look at you
From a distance
So I won't bother you
With my presence
I am just here to listen to your words
Because they are my only strength
In this chaotic world

I won't say goodbye
Because I know
Our paths will cross again
And I promise,
At that time
you will be proud of me.

You can know what a word means
but you have to feel it to know what it is