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I'm curled up on the bathroom floor
Wishing for something more
But what it is I do not know
Maybe love or a way to show,
My bleeding heart, the shattered glass
I hope this feeling will pass
Maybe a blade stained with red
Or a way out of my broken head
I'm gonna try to sleep  
So off to my bed I creep
Goodnight
Sleep tight
Goodbye
Don't cry, for me
I'll be free
I had heard legends and tales
Whispered in dark taverns
Of a far off place
Few living men had seen


Of those that had seen
That strange and dreadful realm
Only one had returned
And not with his mind


Far across the sea
Beyond the narrowly passable
Rock spires of Nyalta
Lies that ancient hollow place


I had only heard its name
Spoken softly a few times
And it was never uttered
Without a hint of fear


Tahhor-Noth
That primordial temple city
Built by antediluvian hands
At the very edge of the world


A far off sense of dread
Covered me just thinking
About the long abandoned city
And what it might conceal


But in the end I had no choice
As this was the destination
Of my small company
And our single ship


Which we would set sail with at dawn
To cross the foaming sea
You talk
I talk.
Do we understand?
I know I don't.
Can I hear you?
Do you see my lips move?
Of course not.
I speak,
you yell,
without a sound.
Sigh's between us
speak a new language.
We understand not.

I love you.
You love me...
right?
Then why is this so hard?
Does not love cover
a multitude of sins?
I don't want to fight...
My Soul is exhausted.
we want sleep,
but I need resolution.
Is their a manual for us?
Telling us the do's and the don'ts.

We must honor...
each other
and our covenant.
More than the thoughts
of anger
and being right.
More than the words
we wish
in our hearts,
that we could erase from
time itself.
Walk in forgiveness,
make forgetfulness
a pass time.
Take a leap of faith
to walk in love,
in this moment.
For that is all
wisdom requires of us right now.
the grass, leaning in the south wind , seeming
as if emeralds,   had sent tendrils up
to suckle at the yellow breast, now,   high above     inflamed...
over soft new grass  
      
like
strands of green gemstone,
as delicate as humming-bird tongues
teasing nectar
from a titan,
in the sky
                        
triumphant in the void,
a golden bead in the baffling blue !
cattails, curling in sway...and two brown eyes bob upon the surface
of a myriad fertilities.
as if
nature itself had known, one day
a poet would come ~
to roam the rambling renascence of these remote ramparts
in awesome humility ~ and so prepared
a path afflux
that ambled near

and yes !

an anonymous nomad
with nicotine skin and a scabbard of scandalous quills
would indeed
stumble in    as if returning home
to a mansion restored to glory
and seraphic randomness....
a place
              that in youth, sustained a quiet, soulful troubadour
              by gospels of granite and grain,  grass finch
              and faun - ennobling an oracle ... but now
              enticed a scholar  from his cot
              to jot ephemera
              of outlasting spark
              before dark-fall

and so... there
amid all allurement   and soft machines

              a word-smith gathered
              poesy and prose.
            
              muse-driven
              this one served
              an invisible
              sovereign
            
              one  

              of unsurpassed virility
              who charms       kaleidoscopes
              with  offhand sketches    
              rescued
              from
              a landfill
            
              a basket weaver,  
              that unravels to
              achieve pure
              forms
            
              a wineskin was decanted in dianthus and hollies -
              as ampules of anagrams
              were sold unscrambled, to dyslexics
              without hope
            
              a falcon   frolicked above the lowborn lilies...  
            
              with eyes  
              too keen
              to see a
              blur
              as the hand
              of god
            
              or a vole
            
              as a lifeline
              on his
              palm.
I had a dream that I was no more
I was free from my body
Free from the world
And all sense of physicality

I wandered the moon
Took in the ocean of storms
I peered into the void
And perhaps it peered back

For a moment I was still
Taking in the vast unknown
I watched the stars themselves
Fade in and out of existence

As I observed these things
I came upon a curious thought
That perhaps the universe
Was not inherently cruel

Things were born and died
Then were born again
Thus was the cycle
And ever would it be

When I awoke I was at peace
I now finally understood
What that feeling was
That had followed me all my life

That strange shiver
That comes upon us all
As if being watched
By an unknown observer

This was no ill omen
Just the simple presence
Of one of those far off souls
Exploring the universe as I had

A simple wanderer
Watching the eons pass by
From the ancient place
That we call sleep
I first fell
in love
on my head
with a boy who
was not
ready yet
(That's my type.)
and I left,
and I left
words unsaid
and I reddened
the face
of the boy
in my bed
for a boy who
was greedy,
could tell I
was needy,
could help stop
the bleed, but
was not
ready yet.
next was the boy
that I won
(No one won.)
he's the boy
who said "likewise"
and smiled
like the sun.
like a vision,
my dreams,
beautiful
make-believe,
so it was
and would be
about every
six weeks.
then, oh,
was the guy
who would hold me
real late
while we watched
pbs
and we tried
not to date
but he loved me,
we did,
and he made
me feel pretty
on my period
(he would move
and get married.
we’re happy
for him.)
in between
was the guy
who lived
inside my brain;
we drove ourselves
mad
and each other
insane.
I don't know
where his
band's playing
or how to spell
his kid's name
(Yes I do.
And he's cute.
I don't know
what I'm saying.)
next and last
but not least
was a boy
I would meet,
young and blonde
and could sing
and so
in love with me.
he wrote songs,
melodies,
composed small
symphonies—
but what I thought
of him
he did not think
of me.

it's been lovely
but lonely
when those
who would hold me
have told me
they loved me
but not
really known me.
 Apr 2016 Natasha Ivory
Chameleon
I find poetic moments
in the most unexpected places.
Having this urge to write puts butterflies in my stomach.

It's Saturday night,
and my bed is made
while I'm under the covers.
My pitbull Sophie; is too.

I'm smoking a cigarette,
and my eyes are heavy from a long day, drinks, and ****.
The box fan sounds perfectly in the background.

All is well.
 Apr 2016 Natasha Ivory
Emily
Nature
 Apr 2016 Natasha Ivory
Emily
Humans in essence are nature.
I am the selfish squirrel gathering all the nuts for himself, out of sight from the others.
I am the tiny ant who spies a crumb across the room and knows it will be worthwhile if he can reach it.
I am the spider, building a web reminding myself of patience, and that quality takes time.
I am the lion feeling brave and courageous as I keep on treading and trying to feel in control of my life.
I am the fly that lands and sits alone in a busy room, just watching and observing all the commotion.
I am the inch worm, who is very slowly journeying his way everywhere.
Humans are a work in progress.
Be selfish like the squirrel when you need to care for yourself and make things happen.
Be strategic like the ant and make strenuous goals.
Be patient like the spider, allow yourself time.
Be confident like the lion, face things head on.
Be reserved like the fly, sit back and allow yourself to see the whole picture.
Be determined like the inch worm and enjoy the journey.
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