morgan

Mar 2018

Kayla Flanders

she doesn't love you.
and he loves another.
so maybe for tonight.
we can fix eachother.

hm.

morgan Mar 2018

dear the girl who comes home every monday

you will never know your toothbrush is a choking hazard
and that i still do things i said i stopped.
im sorry that you aren't let in my body
and that i won't let you crawl in me
and wear my skin
but you couldn't make it past my uvula
without me choking up self hatred.
so please to help yourself
let go
because im growing and shrinking
and my numbers will add up
and i will count down
until i hang from the peak of false confidence
with nothing left behind
but these notes
but these love letters to death himself.
something inside me has died dear friend and im ready to join it.

#trigger #triggerwarning #suicide #choking #death #friend #monday

morgan Feb 2018

ready

i'm ready to go home now
a real home
where i feel weightless
where i feel free
where my stomach doesn't hurt
and my bones don't ache
and i feel warm
and you are their to feel it with me
because you deserve a new skeleton star girl

i love you, do you love me?

#love #star #weightless #home #relax #poetry #poem

morgan Feb 2018

an open letter to best friends

i am a pixie
so do not miss me
when overnight
i fly away

i am a puzzle
with missing pieces
so do not cry
when the picture isn't perfect

i am a drifter
so when you see me
this is what you signed up for
without a contract

i am a nap
for a the insomniacs
what you need
but never lasts

im so sorry

#friends #sad #poetry #puzzle #pixie #drifter #emotions

morgan Feb 2018

notes

darling its been a minute
and ive left you love notes in your ears
but i cant stop sobbing
and these minutes feel like years

i think im unhealthy
and ive been blaming everyone but you
i can't say this correctly
while saying i love you too

im sorry

i wrote this a while ago

#old #darling #love #breakup #sad #poem #minute #unhealthy

morgan Jan 2018

small

I AM SHRINKING IN MY HOUSE
AND MY STOMACH ACHES
I WANT SOMEONE TO SPOON FEED ME
BECAUSE I CANT WALK ON THESE LEGS ANYMORE
GOD IM SICK
GOD IM UNHEALTHY
GOD IM NOT PERFECT
GOD I NEED HELP
GOD ISN'T LISTENING TO THE SICK GIRL

#sick #god #shrinking #ed #ache #walk #unhealthy #poem #depression