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Am I boiling beneath your skin yet
You waged war
When all I wanted was peace
Let's explode
Paint all over our bodies like canvases
I promised to paint you
And you promised me pianos and voices
Loudly roaring and softly muttering
I'm tired of all these promises to never lie
Never hurt me
You can't guarantee your future
Sure as hell not mine
So now that your skin
Bleeds purple and green
From my brush and needle
Are you ready
To believe me
Don't forget to breathe when I boil you through
For it was all you
You waged war

Artists.
INFJ & ISFP.
It's about **** time, Andrew

#love #paint #war #anger #past #art #emotion #infj #from-wickedhope-to-rhymeswithpurple #isfp

Feb 2015 mistyholly

Freedom of Each

Feb 2015 mistyholly

Sombro

Freedom of Each

Are you like me?
Does gnawing depression find your skin softer than most?
Do you see a mask and
Fear the face behind?
We can do it,
We can make it all ok.
We can reverse the evil necessity of nature.
We have to work,
We have to devalue each other, but
We can make it all ok with the end of the day.

Don't watch tv.
It's built to make you spend.
Learn music.
Learn to draw.
Learn to be happy with what you have.
Then show it to all.
Don't ask for money, for
Only the few can have it.
Give it to those who frown the most.

Try, please try,
To make someone smile
Each day.
Fly, please fly,
Through the tempest behind my eyes
Watch the lightning of thought
And give it away for free
To make all happy.

I like to think that if we all gave something free then we all would be richer. I want to be happy, but that can't happen until other people are.

#sadness #society #helping #effort

Feb 2015 mistyholly

I freaking miss you and that's so stupid becuase I hate you but I do

Feb 2015 mistyholly

Ember Evanescent

I freaking miss you and that's so stupid becuase I hate you but I do

I'm in the bold.
He's in the italics.

"Well, you haven't spoken to me since xmas so I kinda figured you were done wanting to hear from me."

"Yeah, I regret that."

"I usually make it into people's regrets, oddly enough."

"Don't say that"

"I'll say what I want."

YOU LIAR.

I miss you.
I hate you and I'm disposable to you so I don't need you in my life, but I really, really want you.
I know you're bad for me and I know I won't ever actually try and talk to you again or let you talk to me again, but secretly I miss you so freaking bad. It's after midnight and you are the only person I can think of and hell, I just miss you so much.

#why #imissyou #sh #youfreakingasshole #iwishnoneofthiseverhappened #itssolate

Feb 2015 mistyholly

Intimacy

Feb 2015 mistyholly

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Intimacy

Just to find wrong ways
And our decomposing hearts
All in front our eyes

Our hurdled master
Thinking of our choice
But not of consequence

So we are let here to rot
Infused with darkened thoughts
And crested love

#love #heartbreak #suicide #sad #depression #life #sadness #thoughts #you #selfharm

Feb 2015 mistyholly

How to destroy Angels in just one breath.

Feb 2015 mistyholly

ishaan khandpur

How to destroy Angels in just one breath.

Aaaah the Heaven above,
A safe haven for the lying scums,
A repentful cry and all is forgiven.

Aaaah the Hell below,
A labyrinth for the hollowed souls,
A tear for love and all is lost.

Aaaah the Earth that's here,
A truly wondrous place,
The hateful get loved,
The lovers get lost,
The lost find roads,
Entwined in another's soul.
The souls ride free,
In an excuse of a body.
A thoughtless zombie,
Just trying to be free.

But all that keeps us going on,
Is the thought of the Angles,
Above and Beyond.

Feb 2015 mistyholly

Training to survive

Feb 2015 mistyholly

JWolfeB

Training to survive

Steps to taking the easy way out

1. Take the bullets out of the gun. Leaving your family is harder than one thinks.

2. Love your self. For some days the hate will have ****** dammed into your sub conscious, convincing you of your futile existence.

3. When hanging yourself, forget how to tie knots. Loosen your pain. Use the rope to anchor yourself, stand your ground.

4. Repeat steps 1-3. These situations will occur again. Don't be afraid to memorize your worth.

5. Keep the medicine cabinet closed. There are demons behind those double doors that want to dissect you.

6. Breathe.

7. Stop running. This isn't a marathon.

8. Take the bullets back out of the gun, you are not in season and so refuse target practice.

9. Breathe in. Breathe out. Repeat step 9 until enlightenment occurs.

A different take on suicide