I either feel empty or shattered,
So take your pick.
Perhaps I just feel like something's missing from me.
Or maybe I'm just a hurt, miserable, self-destructive and self-pitying little girl.
Part of me probably wants to be sad,
But the other doesn't have a clue what's happening.
I want him here to help with this,
However together we don't exist at all,
We're just strangers.
And I'm just a lonely loser.
I guess I just want a person who seems like he does.
Someone who wouldn't understand but could anyway.
I want him to be able to take the pain away,
In a romantic sense other than the support my friends offer me,
Even though I know that is enough.

Impress me with your touch,
                paralyze me with the pleasure.
                 Leave me mesmerized,
                satisfied beyond all measure.
                Embroiderer your fingerprints,
                over every inch that I measure.
                Ornament my body with your imprints,
                adorn my soul, with the memory, forever.

Heavy makes you small,
such weight within will implode.
Let go what you did...

Her rouge a deep dark
pharmaceutical Red to
kiss your pain away.

A hard shell to crack,
the mind is a cuckoo's nest,
if and then you break.