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678 · Sep 2016
Four Eyes in Neretva
maudy Sep 2016
what do i do but to resist
naming you the coldest earthling
when even the thinnest layer of smile
could bring warmth to every sleeveless heart
all the way to the upper Neretva.

1/21/16
634 · Jan 2017
vague
maudy Jan 2017
our love was never clear
such a beauty
in disguise

our love was never happened
getting weaker
but sharper

only in my head
does it exist
maudy Dec 2017
entah hari ini atau kemarin
koridor senja coba aku leati
sepi memang hari mulai gelap
semilir sisa angin hujan menggelitik

aku terbiasa menopang diri sendiri
berjalan sendiri tak pernah menjadi debat
lembap dinginnya bagai selimut di malam hari
yang menusuk matahari pagi

entah ekspektasi belaka atau hanya egoku
tidak, aku tidak pernah sekedar bertanya
segala tanya atau tidak kutulis itu tulus
karena aku tumbuh dengan menghargai

aku bisa jadi salah
kupu - kupu menggeliat di perutku sempat hilang
namun, di koridor gelap itu
mengapa mereka datang lagi
senayan, 2015.
567 · Sep 2016
Yours in Mine
maudy Sep 2016
Your smile,
Enlightens the darkness in me.

Your giggle,
Sparks up the buried in me.

Your stare,
Burns out the frozen in me.

Your breath,
Warms up the winter in me.

Your kiss,
Heals the broken in me.

Your time,
Brings life to the death in me

9/29/16
548 · Nov 2016
8 pm
maudy Nov 2016
as my burned tongue sipping
cup of chai from overrated coffee chain
blown steamy spices
through inches of my wrecked
choked veins drowning in
blood.

the fall night air
makes it too cold and
heavy to breath in
people talking sounds
so foreign to this brain
strangers.

all clothed with
darkness
on them
skin ain't feel so
naked as before
i cannot sense you
warmth.
541 · Jan 2017
bloody
maudy Jan 2017
you fill me
with honesty and love
absorbed in every sip of
alcohol we taste
bleeding with no scars
left in the surface
guess this is why
they name it
drunk
in
love.
540 · Jun 2017
serenade
maudy Jun 2017
i will not ever be
as arrogant as an edelweiss
amidst the coldness
in dangerous altitude

i will not ever be
as greedy as parasite
******* all your feelings
be left with nothing to recall

because i love you
like the sun and the moon
with patience and trust
for each day you'd come back
.
.
to everytime we fall for us
to my dearest latte skin partner
526 · Jan 2017
8 a.m
maudy Jan 2017
being far away from you
brings back what once fade a little
just like staring
at dusty window on a rainy day
reminds me of
how much i miss the sun

or
soaking my feet
into piled up snow
reminds me if
how cold
you could ever be.
487 · Mar 2017
kyoto
maudy Mar 2017
where will we be
sleeping in cashmere
holding hands
through the years
to where  the sun
won't hurt like it does here
amidst this humidity
473 · Sep 2016
To The Only Mirror of Me
maudy Sep 2016
where should i begin.

from the bloom in your old gaze
clothed with shyness
countless shots of cheap white wine
your thick burning lips
locked with mine
addicting déjà vu of pale bedsheets
sweet vanilla in between
every soft ticklish whisper

or shall we give up finding the beginning
for the sake of finding no ending.

9/9/16
451 · Dec 2016
Jetlag
maudy Dec 2016
talking about last night dust
i can promise you
miles of sand dunes
only to fill
your empty lungs
breathless.

or we could
move our souls away
to the north
so the loss of time
will be forever
painless.
426 · Sep 2016
Drowning in Grey
maudy Sep 2016
which is nicer,
love.
to be sober with them long bumpless road
for decades worth a thousand solar eclipses.
or ,
to be drunk with your thirsty blood
for seconds worth a thousand teardrops.

9/16/16
414 · Feb 2017
us two.
maudy Feb 2017
us,
together was a wreck
never age in dull
still is.

us,
passionate lovebirds
in this chaotic life
humid.

us,
what are we exactly
but lust in bodies
we live in.

us,
you
and
i
like us.
384 · Aug 2017
noisy bed
maudy Aug 2017
if it's the corner of that second street
covered in wet and clammy asphalt
maybe it’s your sweat dripping in the ****
are you still drinking blood through my finger cut
364 · Jan 2018
three, where are we
maudy Jan 2018
our love, it blurs
you, counting linens of her clothes
hurting every tip of your fingers
while my blood is stitching your scars
359 · Dec 2017
le cri
maudy Dec 2017
maybe, just maybe.
it is time to let your sun sets.
this whole day has been so much.
will i wake to see the beautiful color that you are everytime you rise.
i'll just sleep tonight.
tomorrow.
it will rain.
thank you, a.
350 · Oct 2016
Chaotic Soul
maudy Oct 2016
For every silence in chaos
Sing me a nicely written lullaby
On a thousand layer of cashmere
So high you can't feel the rush

For every heart in disguise
Bury me in your sanctuary
On a thousand layer of curved saber
So deep you can't see this thirst of touch


10/14/16
words poem poetic thoughts life soul lesson
297 · May 2017
her
maudy May 2017
her
we were lovebirds
floating in air

but baby
i am in awe

wondering if
your heart stay still for me

but shivered every time
you see old love with someone else

so love
who am i

are we still here
are we still good
to you.
292 · Feb 2017
us.
maudy Feb 2017
us.
you are my therapy
healing through
longing for
touch

i have been lost before
but not here
not with
you
271 · Jan 2018
kissing our old bloom
maudy Jan 2018
what would it be if we hide
kissing behind the starlight
sheer to others but the night
my hips, your only sight
no wonder no worry that we might
271 · Jul 2017
let alone
maudy Jul 2017
love
it's been too long
would you come and let the night
be the lonely one
271 · May 2017
don't let go
maudy May 2017
if i look at you
with movingly stare
would you stay still
in this emptiness i can't fill

as i reach the needle
stuck in this chest you adore
with the heavy sound of sighs
slipping through your lovely thick lips

you said you love me
but dear
do you believe that
we are in love.
231 · May 2017
5
maudy May 2017
5
if i could turn back time
only to those good times
where warmth was so easy
where coldness was never a word

biting my lips to bleed
scratching my mind to scar
crashing my head to bruise
and loving you to heal
to us.
203 · Nov 2017
labyrinth
maudy Nov 2017
your face is the cloud in daylight
sheer, soft, cold
like chandelier that i hold
in the darkest eye of the night

take me into your deepest darkness
got me lost between the corner of your eyes
once again until it burns
my blurry minds

would i care much about
what chaotic soul are these strangers
your stare is already a labyrinth
stabbing these leftover souls
199 · Jul 2017
secondhand
maudy Jul 2017
i'm the fun you're missing
i'm the fun you didn't get to be kissing
cause you're so busy keeping
that ******* reminiscing.

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