I can't prove I'm signal. I feel like noise.
Brainwaves I can't see
Are they really there
Derealization
Dissolution
Dissolvable
Diffusion
Dissection
­Desecration
Decomposition
Decompression
De
D
...

Bone granite snapped fingers
Buttresses
And acrid chemistry
You taste in your mouth
And wanna wash it out
With water
That gasping molly
Definitely needs
You're so selfish
But the 1st sense
It's getting worse
And the wallpaper is
Curling black and yellow
Cyanocobalamide
Getting sleeping
Have a
   nap
On that steel folder
Finger pincher
Smells sweat
And dust
And a bad decision
To sign that paperwork

Should Andromeda collapse / Hammering hydrogen entraps
Cresting waves of burnished light / Whitecaps in the endless night
Fly apart with gentle violence / Into eternity of silence

Drift and blur
Detachment
Fork in a socket
Reach out to catch but
Not falling at all
Why is it dark outside?

I want to throw myself down a well
rag doll child's wish
Swallowed up by the
Expired medicine bottles
Slowly swimming koi fish