...but you should be afraid

Sad nights i cry myself to sleep
Depression and anxiety
Are feelings that i keep
I just feel empty
Nobody was there for me
Is it better
To end this life
Close my eyes
Darkness feels the same
I feed myself with lies
Loneliness is my companion
It feels normal to be alone
Always searchin for a home.

you are not who
everybody wants you to be

you are you
and that is far
more than enough

if you take advantage
of someone's weaknesses

that is
n o t
love

My heart aches
to feel something.
My head longs
for my heart to feel
anything.
Though I feel absolutely
nothing.