after such a long time i wasn’t aware this feeling could return.
it’s quite ironic how just now i realise that i haven’t changed at all the last 2 years,
i still want to watch it all burn
i try to convince myself i’m different, new and improved .
but the same things still haunt me .
and i still don’t know how to cope,
except for with a rope.
forever unchanged.

We are polar opposites
you grow towards the sun, i towards the moon
yet i feel, we were made to love each other

Time and space, it's all moving
But what if I'm not ready to move
I wanna stay here, I feel safe here
Why are you all leaving?

I don't know who I am
What I'm doing
What life means
Are you going to tell me
Tell me who I am
What to do
What my life means

You’re brave
But in pain
May I help
You say no
You think yes
But they won’t let me
I’m sorry
I don’t want to lose you
But
I can’t help
Not allowed to
I’m sorry