We are so far apart
I wish i could  turn back time
I see the good threw the bad
I can't live in this past
You are fading away
I wish i could  be hand pick you up
I wish u  saw how things are
You are just lost in your own world
I am  just outsider  looking in

The holidays are hard for me  I think about the times we shared and love u showed me. You never asked for anything but was always there for me. I think of you tears roll down my face . I wish we could spend another holiday together. I will always love you in my heart you were like mother to me. i miss you nana rip

I wish that i could take back the kindest i shared
You are  so closed  mind   and stuck in the past
I can't  live in world  where its  one way
I have take step back look see the world from outside looking in
I am nothing to then  you then just another step
My heart is too kind for you
I wish i could walk and slam door in your face
You never see how u are  blind by your own self
It  is time to remove this cancer out of my life
And  stop being the hammer to the nail

They say diamonds are forever
You are just a Ray of sunshine
A understanding mind with a heart of gold
The up and downs but always saw  good rather then  the bad
The words flow from soul as this poem unfolds
I fallen but  you always gave  me ur hand pick me back up
I  am not perfect but you always saw something great
The memories we shared  i will hold close  to my heart
You are a Ray  of sunshine on this road we walk

I am random but heart of gold
Love or hate me kind of person
I walk on glass for people i love
A dream of love in world that  has been so cold
I am misunderstood but to see me is something great
I want grow  and look at world outside of the box
My words are from my heart
I have open soul but my story is still going on
I fall but get back up see another day
I am me in this nutshell

it warms my heart  that u saw me
My heart and words all wrapped in one
A complex thoughts  but so thankful to those who take look into my mind
The feeling u get when someone else  understands  how you feel
The warmth and feedback of others
I just hope i can get this tree grow and become great
This is me love or hate me
I am lost coconut looking for his tree

Sometimes,
in life you wish for something
then there comes a time when you'll stop wishing
not because you already got what you wanted
but because you've finally accepted the fact that not all wishes come true.
*Wishing is like wishing for rain while standing in the desert.
Its hopeless.