HERE AGAIN.. COMES YOU.. I keep.. Minding my own business. in the kitchen doin the dishes.. minding my own business.. keep trying ta forget.. Not wanting to digress.. To where I feel your absence and my loneliness. Seeing your conditions.. Reminded in my visions I see your hands through my own hands. I remember the simpliest things.. Even though your absent finally from my dreams. I've been seeing you even down to the basics of you.
The unstraight lazy walk the deep sound in how you talk. I'm still minding my own business I must confess. I'm a little wounded yet healing.. Coping well with my feelings. Missing those interpersonal roles.. naughty ways to console. So old and foundational.. With you so long that our chatting. It used to get kinda confrontational. So close I don't think you ever truly knew. The closeness now makes me blue. But right now i'm just kinda tired of spiritually seeing..Y.O.U! Y..ooo..U.
I really don't like it.. and i really wanna forget..
you will be poetry wrapped in skin. they will melt under your faded gaze. the spaces between your lungs will be explored. they will fall in love with the darkness behind your lips. they will live in the familiarity of your movements. i will have stripped you of everything that made you the same. you will be nothing like the person before, for now you are art. you are simply the words penned onto your bones. you are a masterpiece in human form. you made me write, and i made you beautiful. when we are done, you are perfect. you are poetry wrapped in skin when i am done.
when i am finished, you will be one of two things. you will be broken, or you will be beauty. i cannot let you be both.
Morning break of dawn. Morning cold breath of winter air... morning warm cozy bed. Mornin Man of symphony that brings a smile like Cinnamon flavored coffee. Morning new day sent to me.. Morning heaven of glories I lift and rise because of thee
You forget I'm a girl, you forget, I'm a S.H.E.. you forget ... I'm a.. me you forget I'm a woman..... Be a gentleman Don't be so ready to lose your patience with me. Remember to sometimes walk gently. Don't be so readily available to slaughter me. Just because I may seem a little flimsy sometimes you just need to take it easy. In the morning when you say your brain is thinking so clearly. Okay then take it easy remember that I'm not perfectly always me.. There are moments that I'm selfishly being me and there are times I need you to approach gently less selfishly patiently more gently. I may be a S.H.E (Emotionally) so let me be. By.Sharday 12.13.18
I guess I'll just Try my best to Play both sides of This never ending argument cause I can't resist the Temptation when I Talk to my demons About what we're really capable of Deception isn't my Preference, but still At this point I'm just Trying not to resort to something More destructive since It's painfully obvious That we prefer our own Illusions over the grueling climb Towards Truth.
I wanna talk about you And the things I miss about you But you see, my pen is broken And my heart has lost its rhythm The words are crooked And the paper is nothing but rejection But let me just write this down You were the kind of love I planted on a flower *** You were the kind of love I watered with silence And you were the kind of love That blossomed from a distance And you were the kind of love that was just as equally painful And yet it was also as hauntingly beautiful.