please make the hurt stop i was never yours you were never mine why is this pain here? why doesn’t anything good ever stay? when can i finally evaporate?
“Depression is just a phase all teenagers go through!” “You’ll grow out of it!” “It gets better!”
When does it get better? 7 years running, I’m still as miserable as ever. But now I have more than depression. Anxiety. PTSD. What more mental issues do I have to look forward to? It’s never gotten better. Just worse.
I long to taste the sunshine in my mouth again. But seeing you had only brought me seething pain. I’ll never forget what you have done to me. Erase all of your messages and just leave me be.
It’s taking me too long to be okay. Get out of my mailbox and just stay away. Stop sending me your demons and your darkness. Your disregard for feelings is too heartless.