From all that glitters,
that shines from the heart.
The sliver of hope glistening in the deep.
The pretty things that make sense as life ticks through eternity.

The finite and infinite with me, within you.
The soul separate from the clawing self.
Look deep within, I am ok as you,
that runs deep, you know?

The journey to the soul, a long trip within the eternity.
To find me, to find you, to find peace.

I am my own rampant needs

the true reality of my wanting
reeling in my pool of need

my yearning for you engulfing
I am drowning
water the higher

the lower and closer
I need to swim
but won't

overwhelmed in bliss
ever closer to your soul
wrapping myself in you
tangled in your hair I cant breathe

I am happy in my slow death
a eternity of pleasure
don't save me


KT Feb 26, 2014

The note is struck
and the game is on....
she is the most beautiful
gentle in touch
look of forever
love
my eyes shuttering with tears
my life drowned in real

I try to forget about her

it doesn't work for long
her eyes show around the corner
her boots and gloves
Irish Girl ignoring me
pictures flash in my mind
her wit and charm
beauty
my heart restarts

lost in her again

Standing with my toes hanging over,
I can see the world up close.
Looking down, up and all around,
the air against my face and the depth of space.

I stare into the belly on the edge of life.
Living on the edge of dying and being born.

Listen
Love
Unconditionally
Its simple isn't it?
Just hard to find.

Its your story and mine.

Its the story of past and future generations.

Its a story of a lack of love and compassion.

The tale tells you that the solution is compassion and love that turns the tables.

We can make the change you know.

Love is the answer.

Love

I found myself in my pocket.
I just needed to look.

The wire goes electric
in line with my love.
The hum in my ears as
she stands between gold and white.
the sun highlights
beauty in its shining moment.
My hands tremble,
the light blinds my eyes.  
Perfect woman with perfection shining.


KT Mar 31,2014

The key is you and you deserve to be happy.

Love. Love. Love.

All else follows.

Moments of now
the reality of life
hungry and needing
the beautiful and ugly
eternity in a flower
all encompassed in the beauty
never ending
oneness

Think for yourself and no one else
you empower you and no one else
think, act and be true
you will be One
you alone
you are
One

a faint whisper
color and smell
your thought
you know me
you smile
your lips perfect
your skin without speaking
i see you through the vapor of thought
if only in my dreams

Deep in my universe I hold her.
....never letting go.

YOU just don't see them
look past
critical make believe

funny actually
all i can do is laugh
crying no more
reaching for the spire
no more

There were always words about you....

you just didn't hear them.

snow is falling
my heart of the past
the lake froze over two months ago

we walked it when the leaves fell
I couldnt stop kissing you, you holding my hand
laughing the clock ticking down

the snow is two feet deep now
not a sound but the wind pushing me from the past
past the smell of your hair
the catch in your eyes
spring weeks away
new flowers
new love
my legs tangled with the nameless

the sound of new life coming
new hope
new flowers
new love
you with yours
and me with mine

the streams moving free
new growth of the unseen
the unseen is today's hope

my life is not a new story
a love story of our naked humanity
the past, present and the future
colliding in a beautiful painting
living and loving

blessed to live
blessed to feel
blessed to have a spring



KT Mar 1, 2014

LOVE has conquered
I am Kevin's broken man
my army no longer
my land lost
my soul eaten
I retreat to the mountains
no power and no food
my love lost forever
stolen treasure
no calls returned
vacant lips
empty dwellings
my heart destroyed
man down

I just don't know why the hollow feeling shows up....

running deep along the lines of my soul.

where it goes I don't even know....

running to the invisible.

I want her to light me up, but it doesn't happen.

I mourn what we could be, what I will miss.

Her loss and pain of what it could be divided by us...

...the blood running running running to the invisible.

I drop the stone and never hear it hit the bottom.. the well runs deep.

What happened between never thinking of you to always thinking of you, is everything .

I'm not interested in being ignored

...the rest of my life.

THE air is tight but fresh
sunshine bright
leaving winter slowly
life wants to live and comes to

she is there I know somewhere
breathing this air on this planet
I can feel her move
hair brushing my face unseen
the lock in our soul and the touch of her hand

March wind blows and the kite lifts
hope rises and lifts me higher
the field reacts to the waves of wind
lapping at the shores of my core

I walk this morning air
and the future is here

In my repeating dream I would see you...

me..wandering the street that I grew up on
small town Ohio.  

asking people where to find you
you..waiting at the cul-de-sac ...

I walk one step at a time... slowly
you standing in the sun light
white and the wind swirling
unbelievably beautiful
dancing with children
as they play and run around you
the light playing off the scene
my vision in a movie reel

there come moments even in another world
that change your life...

my heart pounding in my ears
we kiss and hold each other, the picture twirls
and I say ...
"I love you and always have"
you softly whisper, " I know, I have been waiting for you"
the scene twists and turns
my heart pounding .... I wake, eyes wide

20 years later after searching
through many souls
piling hearts on a mound
I found you.

a split second moment
turning to see you
the crowd at a market as chaos brews
caught your beautiful eyes
you caught mine, it all began..

now in this world,
blessed as we are in our beautiful
and ongoing collision.


KT Mar 21, 2014

Life the precious drop of energy
blessed me with you
the light so bright
you are alive
live your life
and me in your light
this moment realized
kiss me
breathe you in
catch a raindrop
ride your body
dropping from exhaustion
a heap of skin and nothing else
riding the stars of the heavens
the perfect you
and not so perfect me

Sunshine bright blinding my eyes
the warmth my body needs you
me only being completed through the core
your loving ease of light creating life
my love of your radiant kiss on my forehead
i am whole through your blessed attention

As the fields as they are
my love true..
you sprinkled on me

wind sweeping rolling
shimmering you
spring morning
a life accepting

knowing
kissed lips
your skin wanting
the mystery of your  beauty
the fear released
letting go



KT Feb 27,2014

The crazy folds right into the sane
peaking its ugly head out
bad complexion hidden

my urge to light myself
flame out overwhelming
making all beauties
ruin every relationship
drink drink drink
fight fight fight
*** *** ***

my life
lots to ghost write
my excuse
human
vivid color
hidden

You floating through me
You are always doing that
Talk to me, love me
Something please
I pine for you and you don't say
but yet, you are here in me
when March tolls
when the tulips reach for life
the roof tips
the clouds part
you will be sitting next to me
in your sundress bare feet
beautiful hair, skin so bare
and me in heaven

i sit in the field as the the sun beats down.
the light plays, air moves about.
the smell of knowing on your breath,
you would wait for an eternity,
wouldn't you?
i am holding on to the past while the future is here.
i get it you know, i get it.

I am no longer that person.

Swimming in my mind
you afraid to cross the line
troubled and happy
circuit not firing
you not calling
in love
in hate
why not?
you love me
I always knew
you shine through
like you always do
I need breakfast
I need you
your scent on my lips
your smile
your touch
you shining
my girl
my sweet woman
my love
my Saturday

and i told her i love Her
truth has never been so right
an ever evolving collision