I saw her with jet black hair, jet black eyes and brown skin.
A beauty that took my breath away.
My heart stopped and breathing shortened.
My life on a different plain before my eyes leveled at her.
Stunned, I was just talking, not hearing my voice as my life shifted.
My body needed her , my heart just wanted to gaze at her.
  So I stood there.


July 29, 2104

I will live
I will live
I will live

I will run through the fields
in the circle

laughing
bleeding
loving
hating
being calm
running
raging
kissing
punching
hurting

and in living
I will hold your hand.




KT July 2014

my heart breaks while i slide from the shoreline underneath.
to the depths i embrace all that is empty.
sinking slowly down.
i rest in the hands of the cold dark.
all time stopped, no sound.
my life in a flash.



KT July 14

I want to be loved for me.
wanted for me.
wanted.
loved.
burned for.
needed deeply.
lusted.
loved.



KT July 2014

The blood drips from the walls and the door is locked,
a slow death.
The light that I crave seems so far away,
as I sink deep.




KT July 22, 2014