You had to be the loudest laugh. You had to get the last word. You liked to make people cry but now one of your victims had to die.
You got everything you wanted and so everything you had. You had to be known, and known is what you got. Making people feel worthless has made your life rot.

Dear bully,
I did what you wanted me to do
And i did it just for you.
My wrists are bleeding and the life in front of me is hazing.
I have no thought of turning back now and this is not me fazing.
This is you and what you have made me become.
Inside is a contagious, heartless, careless, & selfish soul that just so happens was passed on to me.
You being put away forever is exactly what I want to see.
It's not as hard for me to be here looking down on you in a locked down facility,
because it wasn't hard for you to be looking at me and labeling me in a suicide committee.
Maybe just maybe, if you weren't such a ****
We both would've had something to live for and we both would not be hurt.

"Prosper our strength, Step before fear."

I tried to get over

the problems

Until the problems fell

over on me.

We were too afraid to flip the next page
because of the unknown that has vast on the other side.
So,
Our fear closed our stories short for us
before we could ever get to the end of the unknown ending.

Try to catch me,
I will get away.

Try to find me,
I will hide.

Try to call me,
I wont answer.

Try to race me,
I will win.

Try to stop me,
I'll keep going.

Try to hit me,
I will block you.

Try to get me,
I will stop you.

As long as you are trying,
I will try harder.

Her mind was still spinning.
Still a sinning poor girl just passing through.
Walking hopeless and dead into this world full of nothing,
but a slipperiness.
Only to get for a sad kind of
desolated disaster
that's waiting for her
on the other side.