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Jandra May 2016
You were my 3AM thoughts turned into reality.
Because it's 3AM and i'm beside you
  May 2016 Jandra
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Loving you is like realizing I’m the deep blue Ocean,
Vast on the surface and immeasurable underneath
Without the proper tools. And you, you are the
Science that solves the reason why perfection is not
Beyond the grasp of some humans to hold. You are
The mythology of Artemis, by the grace of your moon,
Molding my body in motion to the pull of your light.
Forever I will reach. You are the life that lives inside
Me, the very essence of that I hold. Trillions of tiny
Heart beats merging to a single pulse that carries
Them home. You are my genius and I your canvas by
Night, as you rest your colors on me, I return them
Back as a gift that never dies each and every day. You
Are the laws of physics from which I send the pieces
Of my surface to the heavens in attempts to touch
Your glow before they have fallen back unto me. And I,
I am simply the Ocean deep and blue, but you are my
Moon that always was and always will be. Always
Running and sometimes hiding but despite everything
You are, you can never hold absent from my sight nor
Soul. You were forever meant to circle me, and I forever
To reach for you, and together we were created to become
A force that transcends the boundaries of life itself.
Jandra May 2016
Love, why do i feel that you were never actually mine? Why do i feel that you're still searching for another heart to love? Why do i feel that at night your thoughts are about her instead of me? Why do i feel that i am just someone who pulled you out from the pain and anger that drowned you for two years? Why do i feel that i don't have any purpose in your life anymore? Why? I want answers.
I saved you but i destroyed myself
Jandra Jun 2015
i am imprisoned by my own delusions of you and me
Jandra Jun 2015
Oh how bittersweet it is
To look at you
To be beside you
To like you
When you don't feel the same way too

We're nothing but another what if
Nothing but a hopeless dream
And ever since we met
I have kept this as a secret
I want you to know but i guess it's better if you dont.
Jandra Jun 2015
My heart yearns for the days of yore
For my life went awry.
My heart yearns for the place I once lived
For I am astray and cannot find a new home.
My heart yearns to be heard
For I am muted by the cacophony of life.
My heart yearns to be found
For I am lost in the labyrinth of the unknown.
My heart yearns to be fixed
For I am ramshackle in every single way.
My heart yearns for solitude
For I know I will be safe and secure.
My heart yearns to be loved
For I had withered and now gone.
Jandra Jun 2015
There's no way I can go back
For I had lost track and broke my compass
One step and I'm lost
One turn and I'm stuck

There's no way I can be strong
For I am a tower of cards
One blow  and I fall
One shake and I break

Maybe someone could bring me light
Maybe a dint of love can help me get by
Maybe there's love in love
But there's no love in the love that I know
I need help. I am hopeless.
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