I hate authority

I hate myself.
I hate my life.
I hate that i'm not pretty.
I hate that i'm uncool.
I hate the fact that they only like me because "I make them laugh"
I hate that they only glorify perfect figures and pretty face
Not intelligence nor virtue
I hate that nobody really cares.
Help me.

I thought I was finally fine
Thought everything's turning out alright
But I was wrong
Humans will be humans
And I hate them all



Leigh Herondale  *August 2015

How did I get from nervously starting college while missing my old high school friends to leaving it behind for the real world?
It's like time has gone by in a glimpse of an eye. Where has the time gone?
Earlier in class, our professor even told us to start applying for our own insurance, health cards, postal IDs, etc, adult stuffs I don't even know of. Life is speeding up and i'm not sure if I will be able to spend Christmas with my family this year. For the first time in my almost 20-year existence, I don't think I can celebrate it with them. Life is speeding up and soon i'm gonna fully leave behind all my youthful memories, life is speeding up but i'm not ready. Not yet.