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imehsahdehahs Mar 2020
come littttle bit closer

out of the closet


can't come off

of this

I'm stuck in my circles







Day in

knight out



Day in

knight out




Day in

knight out



fantsies, gettin' inside of stacy cruz

*******



black zions

white satins


black zions

white stains


black zions

white stains


I won't die in my own universe

I won't die in my own universe

I won't die in my own  universe
imehsahdehahs Oct 2020
Today I put a Carnival to rest

When the World carousel

was Heading South

You Could Have Everyone

You wanted

But lips of Dear John

Were sweeter

When He was Dead

Long Live Love

Only Thing That Could

Ever Made Devil Cry

Sun Rose

You Could See the steeple of Hate

That They Made in your own image

By Sun Set

They Watched There Sin

Dying "Live"

Up on The Crucifie Channel

If Adam Knew

what would Happen

He would ****

That pregnant Girl Yesterday

She would Die to have her Baby

But The Day She Bite that Apple

She Gave Birth To Death

....
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They Remember This Day

As Valentine's Day

They Remember This Day

As Valentine's Day

They Remember This Day

As Valentine's Day
They Remember That Day

As Valentine's Day
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
suicide is the only proof of individualism.
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
I am not in the mood

We all are happily doomed

Double tap,PC is CP Full Fast Food ****

I had Grew Out of Dog Tooth

Another Brick in the Wall

is Ready To Fall

Daddy's  Car , Flashin' Cuts

CopyCats Down Town Hall Fame

Sui-Sites
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
happiness is a warm gun

mama

would you put it in my mouth

hands

are shaking , Don't Dare you cry Now

I know that you

Tried

mama

won't you sing for me

My last lullaby

and

Sent Me away

A far From here

to where

I

belong
mama I can't do it alone would you help me to put an end to this misery
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
I want to tell you more

I am not happy that I make it

to home , But I still want to tell you

I want to tell your more

I am not happy that I made it

through these Nights , But wait here

I want to tell you more

I've lost the count of Days

My Calender is Turnin' Red

Only thing that keep warm

are these cigarettes Mark on

My face .

hey, I can hear your slow pace

But , I would follow you

I want to tell you more
I want to tell you more
I want to tell you more

Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah Ah

I am Sorry that we made it through
I am Sorry that you had to suffer
                
through it all

I am Sorry that we made it through

Nothing has changed

Nothing has Changed

Now

We don't even

Have ****** time

to die

I am Sorry that we made it through

I am Sorry that I made you Do

Keepin' it Hide through it all

Keepin' it Hide through it all

But I still want to

I want to tell you more

I want to tell you more

If I could go back

To all thoes years

That Now gone

I would not waste minute

I would cut my wrist Wide open

I wanted to watch you Die

I have hated you all my life

No matter where

you go I am in your ears

I am tired of your Red eyes

and your skinny body

I want to tell you more
I want to tell you more
I want to tell you more

AhAhAhAhAhAhAh

I am Sorry that I made through
I am Sorry that I made through
I am Sorry that we made it through

I Don't miss you
I Don't miss you
We Don't miss you at all

Father Rather beat you Down

Than listen to your sound

Father Rather beat you Down

Than Listen to your sound

Mother have Gone to Sky

Come on

beat me harder , may I see her once

My Blood Run Dry

Mother Have Gone to Sky

Come on

Beat me harder , may I see her once

My Blood Run Dry

I am tired of Crying

And I am Done , Dying

I am Tired of Crying

And I am Done , Dying

Are you Still There?

What Makes you Stay?

Early Morning Fog

Did you know

I am as lost as you are

Early Morning Fog

Did you Know

I am as Lost as you are

There's

No Grave of mine

Ashes  

blowin in the wind

There's

No Grave of mine

Ashes

blowin in the wind

I want to tell you more

I want to tell you more

I want to tell you more

Ahahaahahah

I am Sorry That I made it Through
I am Sorry that I made it Through
I am Sorry that We made it through

How  Would you write your Last poem

Tears Pouring Down

Tingling Fingers on White Wracked

Window



How  Would you write your Last poem

Tears Pouring Down

Tingling Fingers on White Wracked

Window


I want to tell you more
I want to look straight in your eyes

when Would it end?

when Would it end?


when Would it end?
my 19 years old message to my 14 years old
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
Homicide or Suicide?
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
I am nihilist with a deadline!!!
imehsahdehahs Jun 2020
i'm dead
i'm dead

by my own freewill

free
free

from all the pain

i'm in a better place now

i'm in hell
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
Dear Dinari,
there is no Single ((d)) is left in me.

Now all my omies starting
to leaving me.
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
Everything is Nothing

With A ****** Twist.
imehsahdehahs Apr 2018
I am School Shooter
With A
Nihilistic Smile

April is the cruelest month
Who's Next?

●    ●
''''''''
''''''''
imehsahdehahs Apr 2018
Hey todays , I Can't Wake up With







Tomorrows
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
How to be good parent.

Apparently,Not To be parent .
imehsahdehahs Apr 2018
**** it all up

*******

Black Powder

Black Powder

**** it all up

White Powder

Black Power

Black Power

**** it all up

BlaKKK Powder , *******

White Powder , BlaKKK Power

**** it all up

Yeah

**** it all up

Yeah

KKKill it all

Yeah
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
Total Requested ****, Dead or Alive
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
There
are
no
lights
beyond
This
Red Lights
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
Every night

I

see

Visions

Of

Every Broken

Version Of  Me

Hanging

From

The Ceiling
**** yourself
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
**** your poems and songs

Shut up & dance or lay down  & ******

Die

**** your poems and songs

Shut up & dance or lay down & ******

Die
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
My  life is a sadistic phedophile's wet Dream

And

I am a ****** Suicidal Peter Pan
imehsahdehahs Feb 2020
airport

mouth of the darkness

I didn't give **** about that too

roaming Madison square for a beer
imehsahdehahs Aug 2020
I'm gonna stop jerking off now!
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
Darkness never understood  the light
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
Losing it all
                      Teardrop
                                       Teardrop
                                                        Frankie

Losing it all
                      Teardrop
                                       Teardrop
                                                        Frankie
imehsahdehahs Feb 2018
eye opened my black I's today
hoping I waked up to Death

Best be gone
Better Be dead
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
He said to himself: ohhhh My









My son is Dead
imehsahdehahs Jun 2020
all this nurses

looking around for blood

to fill their wounds

me sitting here like some sort of vampchick

with my gothic make up

black leather boots

waiting...
to catch the last plane home
lab
imehsahdehahs Feb 2018
I waked up today
expecting
wake up to Death

Best be gone
Better Be dead

I waked up today
Dreaming
wake up to Death

Best be gone
Better Be dead
Better Be dead
Better Be dead
imehsahdehahs Dec 2020
Something Kinda Hit me Today

I'm Sorry That I made You Hurt

You Ask For Umbrella

You Get The Rain

You Get The Rain

Your Lips Speaks of Love

But The Flowers Are Empty & Fake

The World Is A Trap,

Too Good to be True

Smiley Faces Behind
Tainted Windows

Croix de Lorraine
The Passover King And
The Maid of Orléans


Wicked Is Heart

Black Is The Soul

Everything Is Grey

And Sun Is Too Cold

Sun Is Too Cold

We Are The ******

We Are The Doomed

We Are The Devils That

They Made Us Into

They Made Us Into


Something Is on The way

The Sky is Our Ashtray

We Keep Walking in Circles

In The Neon Decembers of these

Dead end Streets,

Crocodiles roaming free

And Lions Are Sleep

You Stole My Eyes

To Take Back Your Soul

Fool In the Rain

Dead Feel No Pain

We Are A Symbol

And Symbols

Will Never Die
Dec 28, 2020
imehsahdehahs Oct 2020
you are all paper dolls

that I made

you heart is so ******* white

the color of your fears
doll maker
imehsahdehahs Mar 2018
Siht  si hgih dne  fo wol
my
life
intro
is
backwards
                                               Riffes
made          




of






Grief


let's keep it brief

No body gonna read into  your
                                                










tear apart eyes










No body gonna seal love










deal with thirsty lips


She said : isn't  love the only true ?
I said : For that  Love must be true
imehsahdehahs Oct 2020
Rabbit Looked at his

golden pocket watch    

Time Stopped at 11:11

Hundred upon hundreds

knight of xans Drowned

in the bitter Sea of *****

My eyes lost there Shine

The Day that Sky Went Black
  


C.N.S is Down

C.N.S is Down

C.N.S is Down



No HEAVEN or HELL

Just Infinite Darkness


C.N.S Is Down


C.N.S is Down


C.N.S Is Down


No Black or White Coma

I just Died that Day


C.N.S Is Down


C.N.S is Down


C.N.S Is Down
  

No HEAVEN or HELL

Just Infinite Darkness


C.N.S Is Down


C.N.S is Down


C.N.S Is Down
  


No Black or White Coma

I just Died that Day

  

C.N.S Is Down


C.N.S is Down


C.N.S Is Down
  

C.N.S Is Down


C.N.S is Down


C.N.S Is Down


C.N.S Is Down


C.N.S is Down


C.N.S Is Down


"I finally Knew Who I was

When I Died That Morning"
19 years old Xanax & ***** Suicide
came back from the death on the third day
imehsahdehahs Apr 2020
straight heading for the sun

children of light

came out of the sea

dragon and the *****

the new AEON is born

Do what thou love

This is the only law
on the plane maybe this is the last it shaking horrible away
xes
imehsahdehahs Aug 2020
xes
I am gonna pay a ****** today

To take my virginity away

I am tired of beating the meat

only my ***** mouth can seal

this ****** horrible deal

gonna **** when i'm high

gonna **** when I'm down

cut my wrist wipe white stains

blood of Christ on my ****

*******, faith nail$, it's ****** in hell

fill the hole with more pain

**** to live

live to ****

***** Cross

Ah

Ahh

Ahhh

Ahhhhhh

AhhhAhhhh

AhhhhhAhhhhhhAhhhhhh


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Jesus

******

Christ
hookers

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