This I wear
As a widow wears her ring
To never take it off
Never ready to let go

Only Being able to forget for a moment
Living with regret
Living with remorse
Never to fully recover

I wear you to show my love
I will never take you off
I wear you as a widow wears her ring
I wear you my Bracelet

Water roaring
going to fast to see in
the deep prussian blue water

only seeing
water flying in the air
in tufts blue they land on the raft

looking for something to grab
to stop us, only one thing to grab
the color of the bush jumps out the rose taupe staring

branch breaking
falling backwards not stopping
landing on the bow of the antique ruby boat

my heart flutters with fire.
my cheeks the color of the blood running through my veins
my eyes light up like the moon in the night sky
my tummy doing somersaults  with butterflies
my hands run through my hair with excitement and nervousness to not scare u a way

Live.
Love.
Dream.
"It will happen one day you just have to work for it "

Im sorry my little dude

Im sorry you were so young

Im sorry you were pulled in

im sorry i couldnt save you

Im sorry i failed you

Im sorry they got to you

Im sorry they turned you against me

Im sorry DHS couldnt help you

Im sorry they forced you to hate me

Im sorry they Never will stop

But I will NEVER be sorry

That you were my best friend

That you were my only friend; and i yours

That i fell for your family

I am sorry nothing will ever be the same

Please always be the strong little dude i know you to be

I am from Mrs. Meyers
From scentsy's and Del Monte fruit
I am from the Plants in every window and brass figurines,and DIY sheelves  

I am from the Needles of the douglas tree crunching under are feet as we play Hunger games with Nerf guns.

Im from Sunday family dinners and love is love no matter who you  are or who you love.  

From my great grandma Barbra Ward and my mom Anglea Ward

I am from the random family game night and having dinner together everynight.

From " I love you to the moon and Back." and  "So what happend was"

Im from "it takes a Village" as we all chip in, Aunts and Mom's and sibbling and cousins all the same.

Im from Oregon, they came from the Lone Star state making a life in the ****** state, also chorizo and eggs, and Gibblet Gravey

From the storys of my great Pappa helping build the railroads coming from Texas after a transfer moved Brabra, his wife and him to oregon.Bikes we get from GT, where my uncle desines and tests bikes.

I am from the Hallway in each house filled with the kids of the ages, each picture showing how we have grown up. From the Great great grandmas Owl kichten radio, with enough greece of its own to fry an egg.

I am from Family is everything, Love is family no matter what.

I'm sorry to the birds
for all we have done
polluting your air
same as ares

I'm sorry to the plants
for all we drive
putting harsh things in the water
we ask u to thrive but continue to drive  

I'm sorry to the Ocean
for all we dump
We want you to be clean
but we don't help you out

I'm sorry to the world
for all we do
we try to be better
but not all listen

I'm sorry to all
we want you to last
we will help you last
we want you  be are lasting home

We love you earth

This is just to say

For I think i have found someone great
please believe this is not fake
He makes me feel as if i am on top of the world

I never wanted to move on
and for this i am sorry
Hope you can forgive me

For i think I found someone great
Hope you can forgive me
He makes me feel as if im on top of this world

I dont want to move on, But i think it is time
For I think i found someone great
And for that I dont want to be sorry

My heart flutters at the name, yes the name
  How long has this been going on, no one knows
  Though we never meet, the heart feels the same
   Learning so much along the way

   How long has this been going on, no one knows
   Keep this feeling going though we shouldn't
   Learning so much along the way
   Only hoping for a way through, oh love

  Keep this feeling going though we shouldn't
  Though we never meet, the heart feels the same
  Only hoping for a way though, oh love
  My heart flutters at the name, yes the name

It was not a good time, i never knew
  I was looking for a fresh start
As I learned about a different art
Having a friend was new
I only hoped you were true
was this feeling only in my heart
Although i was about to fall apart
I always look for you
although it may be hard for me to trust
I am willing to open up
you don't know
It may just be a bust
I dont want to disrupt
I will keep it all below