I never knew how love felt
Then he came and showed me
I had a past but he dealt
When I'm with him I don't feel any anxiety

I'm so afraid to lose my love
I've never felt so safe in someone's arms
I pray to the gods above
That I won't set off any alarms

I can't lose the man of my dreams
He has the answer to everything
He feels the same way it seems
So maybe one day I'll wear his ring

He didn't deserve it
He was always there for me
He never left my side
He knew when I was upset
He cheered me up when I was down

I will always miss him
I won't forget everything he has done for me
I can't remember life without him
I learned so much from him
I can't believe this is it
I will make sure his memory lives on

Woke up last night
Saw the most beautiful site
You were laying there
I couldn't help but stare

You're all I need
But I won't take the lead
You make the first move
You're helping me improve

Come lay in my bed
Cause I can't get you outta my head
We can have fun all night
Don't forget to turn down the light

Cute
Beautiful
Amazing
Perfect

When you call me these things
I melt
Because I'm used to

Ugly
Fat
Annoying
Clingy

I'm not worth anyone's time

Haven't done anything with my life
Always hiding from my fears
Talking too much and being hushed
Everyone looks at me weird

Maybe someone can fix me
You could try
Some day I want to be wanted
Even if it's for a short time
Love will probably never come
Forever alone

From the day I met you I knew something felt right
Your personality is so bright
I wish I could be with you forever
But I know it will probably be never

I want you to be my knight in shining armor
Someone to deal with me
Someone to be real with me
Though I know this is all crazy
And this all just seems hazy
Would you be
My knight in shining armor

Everytime I see you I just get this feeling
You are the secret I am concealing
You don't judge me like everyone
I think my heart has won

Don't you see
How much you mean to me
It's so hard to hold on
But it's even harder to let go

If you find "the one"
I will know I haven't won
I'll try to move on
You won't see me when I'm gone.

I never leave
I never go outside anymore
I barely hangout with friends
I barely go to class

Will this dark cloud leave me
Will I ever feel normal again
What have I done to deserve this
What do my friends think of me

No matter how much I try
No matter what I do
I can't get out of this darkness
I can't wake up from this nightmare

The darker I grow
The darker my thoughts become
Am I worth anything to anyone
Am I worth anything at all