Driving, reaching the stoplight, but not knowing whether to stop, slow down, or just keep moving forward because ****... What happens when theres no rules? Love happens when theres no rules. Green Yellow Red All at once. THATS MY HEART RIGHT NOW.
Well, you hold my hand like how you grip a knife and i dont really like sharp objects but idk you make my heart clench like a fist and i tell you it's too tight, you let go, i call you stupid cos i never said such so Blah Blah Blah
give me a quill give me a parchment cos i cant let it sound i cant let it slip my mouth how i feel i cant contain give me a quill give me a parchment let me write instead cos i cant let you hear i'll make you read i'll make you wonder look up meanings of foreign words give me a quill give me a parchment i want to mail i want to stamp i want to deliver in front of your house give me a quill give me a parchment read my letter with my messy writing two letter signature and a "P.S. ♡" give me a quill give me a parchment COS I AM A COWARD BUT DARLING I KNOW TRUTH YOU CANNOT READ AND THIS IS A WASTE OF TIME SO JUST FORGET THE QUILL FORGET THE PARCHMENT
I AM SLEEPLESS MY EYES ARE BLOODSHOT I AM TIRED MY BONES' EMOTIONS ARE UNSTABLE I AM ANXIOUS MY TIME IS RUNNING OUT BUT I AM NOT DEAD AND I AM ASKING HOW WHEN I AM FEELING MISERABLE AND BREATHLESS I AM ASKING HOW AM I NOT DEAD WITH A QUESTION MARK BIGGER THAN THAT OF "WHAT DO YOU THINK OF ME?" I AM DEAD BUT NOT REALLY I AM CONFUSED MOST OF ALL