A nightmare that is always in my mind A jumble of thoughts that I cannot grasp Making me very weak, confused and blind My monsters are crazy they feel like rasp Over again I can no longer breath They drag me to horrid depths drowning me Choking me bringing me close to death I’m scared of life and I’m ready to flee I’m screaming but there is no one around Alone believing everything is hopeless They say they’ll fix me, I'm nowhere to be found I’m starting to think trying is pointless And when I woke up from my dreadful dream I realized it wasn't quite a dream
My soul feels older than my years Maybe Its lived for decades before me Maybe that's why Im different Feel, think & love different I have hope, love & compassion