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 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
The vastitude between you and I is impossibly large and oh my how my heart aches.
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
4:20 am
Can't sleep.
I remember how we discussed getting high on that bumpy car ride home with the windows rolled down and the AC cranked up to the max.
4:30 am
Can't sleep.
"Mom, I've been up all night."
Too embarrassed to admit that I was talking to Beloved, I throw my head back and wash away a neon pink pill with a gulp of water.
4:35 am
Can't sleep.
My tense body is screaming for you to be here to relieve the aching of my muscles that are far too overworked and far too exhausted.
Even despite the fact that I spend my days wasting away in a relationship with a bed that doesn't even know my favourite colour.
4:40 am
Can't sleep.
Restless because I miss him.
Restless because I have him.
Realizing that my inability to sleep spawns from the lack of motivation to exist the way I'm supposed to.
Basically I'm ****** until I set myself straight
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
your drug.
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
Snort me; I want to be your *******.
Absorbed into your blood stream,
Riding along the coursing rivers under your skin.
Making you lack hunger lack rationality lack everything because all you can think about is me the buzz me the buzz me the buzz me
Everything vibrating
s h a k i n g
A white film still coats your nose as you rush around,
Energized,
Trying to do everything at once.
One, two, three more lines.
Weeks fly by and you're hooked onto me.
I'm starting to get sleepy. Guess neon pink shouldn't be doubted. Too bad it's 5am and I've accomplished nothing.
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
Ah yes.
Sobbing while brushing my teeth.
I never thought the day would come where I'd taste mint and salt together,
But here it is.
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
touch
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
he reads the goosebumps on my skin like an old blind man reads braille.
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Lyndsay Pryor
i'm sure you could imagine,
the new proud parents' joy.
when the doctor finally announced,
"you have a baby boy"

as she held him in her arms,
all their worries were erased.
they didn't know then,
of the troubles they would face.

"i'm sorry i have to be the one to say,
your little boy has cancer.
i know that life seems hard today,
things are always worse before the get better."

endless hours of chemotherapy,
hospitals becoming a second home.
dozens of tests to check his status,
he was watched but felt so alone.

some days he felt big and strong,
and other days trapped in hell.
it was in the little boy's smile,
the way that you could tell.

and though the boy was small in size,
he fought with all his might.
the cancer's strength he matched for awhile,
he put up a pretty good fight.

time of death, 4:12

his mother smoothed down his hair,
and kissed him on his cheek.
the tears rolled down her face,
she'd never felt so weak.

his father felt his son's heart beat,
then fall silent just as fast.
he had been there for his son's first,
and he had felt his son's last.
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
Untitled
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
She thought nobody loved her when she was surrounded by those who did.
But the empty feeling inside persisted.
She was commiserated
By those
Who cared
But somehow managed to evade the love
She took a path that helped her circumvent all of the wrong things
And ended up sprinting off of the edge of a cliff.
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Madeline
maybe it's stupid
maybe it's weird
but my biggest fear
is that my life and name will be smeared
maybe it's juvenile
maybe it's small
but my biggest fear
is that no one will care enough call
maybe I should try to see
maybe I should cry
but my biggest fear
is that no one will fall in love with me
maybe I should advocate
maybe I should shy away
but my biggest fear
is that I will be forever inadequate
 Apr 2014 Fuji Bear
Marly
I would never undress my mind for you so why did I undress my body
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