Madeline

Madeline Nov 2014

fallen

i hate myself
hating every part
i wish i could scratch off my skin
scaring my once spotless body
all that is left is the ashes of the blade
all that is left is the void of the medicine bottle now empty
all that is left is me
and my own insecurities

Madeline May 2014

idk

no matter what I say or do
all i can do
is want to die
feel the feeling slip away
so that some day
i wont be taken advantage of
that maybe someone can love
or perhaps i could find the respect
i should already expect
looking at those pills
they are beautiful which kills
the girl who is taken for granted

#idk #takenadvantageof

Madeline Apr 2014

my biggest fear

maybe it's stupid
maybe it's weird
but my biggest fear
is that my life and name will be smeared
maybe it's juvenile
maybe it's small
but my biggest fear
is that no one will care enough call
maybe I should try to see
maybe I should cry
but my biggest fear
is that no one will fall in love with me
maybe I should advocate
maybe I should shy away
but my biggest fear
is that I will be forever inadequate

#fear #inadequate

Madeline Mar 2014

space

there's nothing
it is a void of space
the only reminder of life
is the breath that passes your face

there's silence
it is an echoing of tears
the memories and happiness
is the forgotten love, it sneers

there's pain
it is a drowning fate
the lost and the goodbyes
is the relationship that is too late

there's gravity...
it holds infinity here
the small speck of life
is the equation that we hear

#gravity #lost #reality #space #drowning #ihavenoidea

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