Accio mr fanboy and look straight in my eyes
Wait for a bit as I stupefy your heart
Though I can see your fist, about to fly
And touch this face as your bid of goodbye.

To the lad who held my hand amidst that blazing summer
Yes, it's you who slumbered on my shoulder
While we're in the swing nigh the day care center

We're in bliss or so I thought
For after that period
You became someone recently bought

I felt horror the moment you let our memories go
In the breezing emptiness I am alone
And as I face my ruin and downfall
It's a shame I didn't know
You're writing new chapters with your girl.

Indeed, t'was only a wishful thinking
That I too, will have my own happy ending.

To find true love is indeed the hardest
It's not as easy as uno dos tres
To find real love is a man's real foe
For they only want's not love but ***.

Lying beside this clear glass of sorrow
Recalling the night when I felt the pain
As I lost you, entered Cupid's arrow
Torn me to pieces with no strength to regain.

TO the lady who's heart's so empty,
this piece aims to give her clarity
of what to feel or how to see
her situation that's adorably messy.

TO the girl who once had her heart
broken from the most miserable art.
Art of rejection and one-sided love,
She's grown an expert, a wingless dove.

TO the maiden who exists but not lives,
as she's unaware of her reason to believe
that one day, she might actually be
as genuinely happy as she wants to be.

Please look after yourself more
And neglect what's keeping your pleasure.
Allow leisure to aglow you with ecstasy
to make you see your true beauty.

You are not born to rely on anyone's view
You are yourself and you are brand new.
He made you strong, and strong you will be
For this emptiness is test for bliss that's timely.

It was a cold night of december
With a coffee in my hands
Ghosts of my past are hauting me

You were there
Comf'tably sitting and staring
Thy eyes intently looking in mine
With questions like how and why
Questions without answers
For only you can feed me with one.

You had feelings for me in highschool
Everyone knew how you felt
Everybody knew that I almost melt
Everyone knew...
But me.

If only I knew.
I'm not in his arms if only I knew.
I was a coward and so are you
We were terrified to spill the tea of truth
Hence, our feelings were torn and turned into ruth.

That girl who was once
Your lover is now flowing
Like distant river

It was the 23rd day of March
You felt his warm and gentle touch
As the breezy wind clothed you
His frisky voice embraced thou

Ages after, there's something inside
Your heart you can't describe
No, it's not like you can't,
It's more like you're scared.

Aghast of the pain you once felt
From the young lad, an iniquity
He scarred you then, you nearly melt
Afraid of the feelings that remains sticky.

I wish to see your smile again,
With all your strengths,regain.
I'll stay with you forevermore
For you're my best bud, for a lifetime more.

It is afflictive
For you have doffed the vault's key
Secrets lie, enclosed.

You weren't born to please anyone
You're not alive to feel pressured
Towards their unlawful judgment
Be genuine and everything is rest assured.

On the 5th day of May
I finally conceded that I failed.
To prevent my heart throughout the day
And night, I bailed.

Only to realize, it's too late now
Not to say sorry but to stop this wild,
Foolish admiration and will try to vow
To disregard this thing I have inside.

Feel it in my chest, beating rapidly
And presto,
I realized I'm doomed, really.
For it's not what it was supposed to do.

At some point, you seem like crying
Even when your lips feel like smiling
Your genuine self's now gone
As he left you for one more woman.

A ghostly trespasser
In the corner of my chest
Creeping against her
Will. He tried his best.

On the 6th day of my confession
I felt something's fading
Uncertain if it's the light or the progression
Of a dubious passion that's ceasing.