I wish I was well-versed,
in the sacred art of fading,
it really sounds quite beautiful.

From what I can gather,
fading allows you to be in 'love' one day,
and empty the next -
void of any emotions towards the once golden girl,
whose light is now a meagre amber; yellowing fast.

My love

You can stop suffering

Your biggest dream is about to be realized

And I...

I will go on my way, without your care

I know...

That I wasn't made for you

And what happened between us was lost in darkness

It's sad for me

But it doesn't matter anymore

I'm going to draw my line

I'll run away

I'll leave you alone

May you have luck on your side

I wish you'll be happy

Even though I'll be miserable

I'm going to suffer

But I won't die

Even though I won't have you

It was my turn to lose

But I will win you back

I will wait ever so patiently...

because i believed you
because i never realized how brown your eyes really were until i had the courage to stare
because you told me you were happier this way
because i don't feel suicidal when i'm with you
because you wanted me to meet your mother
because you never ask me what's wrong
because you don't care about anything
because i wanted to know what would happen
because i was too scared to ask
because ******* for leaving the first time
because i love you for coming back
because you only ever touch me when you're drunk
because his lips didn't feel like yours
because he made me laugh but not the way you could
because of 3 am nights with you are all i want to remember
because 3 am nights without you sit in the middle of my chest like a boulder
because my father warned me
because i can't do it anymore
because i can't do it anymore

I'd rather miss you than have my heart break every other week
I'd rather let you go now than have you leave next week
I'd rather feel the pain of losing you than feel it in a week
I'd rather have my heart broken now than have you break it a week from now
I'd rather say bye now than have to say bye every 7 days
I'd rather Love you than lose that feeling for you
I'd rather cry now than cry week by week
I'd rather you stay every week instead of leave

The voice
Of a broken heart
Can ring loudly
For years
Wrecking even
The hope
Of repairing
Shattered dreams.
Though it's hard
And at night sometimes
So easy to hear
The sound of
A lost loves heart
Beating so clear.
The deafening silence
Allows the tears
And for years
You may sit
silently still.
We will mask ourselves
And cover the scars.
But no matter what
We may think
We are not
A lost cause.
So let your heart
Beat again
Let the sound
Drowned out
The screaming of
A broken heart
Because it's not broken
It's just gained another
Beautiful scar.

Your eyes are a meadow,
Your arms are my castle.
You have a kind heart,
So pure and so fragile.

But when I wonder on,
Gazing upon your beauty,
I hope that in your looking glass
You'll recognise me.

Yet I see you with another,
One lucky, lucky soul,
The storm clouds roll in
And I must look for cover.

The heart aches and yearns
And it wants and it pleads,
And it bends and it breaks,
And it mends and it bleeds.

My Sun was stolen from me
And now my sky's grey.
I begged them to please never
Take my sunshine away.

The door wasn't closed
But ajar and precarious
But you never entered
And my heart's now vicarious.

I hold the pen to the paper as
My soul rushes down
The ink flowing through
Like a midnight-laced gown.

And I seal this letter
With a sorrow-summoned kiss.
For you are my sunshine,
And you will be missed.

10 months ago I lost my life partner.
Lost is a funny word to use I guess
He left,  I didn't lose him but I chose him
Funny thing is I missed my life,  when he left
But not him

5 Months ago I thought I met my soulmate
He didnt
Losing this boy felt nothing like that
He took my heart and I had no say
I did not get to choose

Having to restart my life was hard
This,  having to live my new life
Now empty of all I lost
This is something else.
This feels nothing like that

This is the difference between heartbreak and just goodbye

Thank you for coming
And watching the show
I thought you were staying
But I guess you have to go

Thank you for coming
And playing a part
Your contributions
Helped my heart

Thank you for coming
And caring for a while
When I thought it would fall apart
You made me smile

Thank you for coming
And helping me up
I didn't see us stopping
But here we are now

Thank you for coming
And sharing my glory
But I guess you won't stay
For the rest of the story

Thank you for coming
And holding my hand
And being a friend
Guess a time comes for farewells

Thank you for coming
It was nice knowing you
And talking too
Just keep doing what you do

Thank you for coming
And watching the show
I thought you were staying
But I guess you have to go